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j.a.<cancer>

jacks POV

"im fucking dying" i yell at jonah through tears. "jack stop." he yelled back at me.

i couldn't help it.

we all knew i only have a couple months to live, cancer got to me, spread throughout my body and i knew i was gonna die, but i was happy as long as my best friends would be with me.

"i-i-i stop saying that jack. your strong you know this, please" zach said running his hands through my hair as i was laying on my bed too weak to walk.

"zach one day im gonna leave. but don't be sad baby, ill always be here i promise" zach looked at me so brokenly.

i knew i was leaving.

they knew i was leaving.

but my heart kept fighting for zach and the guys.

i then suddenly felt really light-headed as i was laying in my bed, i just shook it off knowing it was gonna pass soon. as soon as it did another one hit me and this one so much harder.

i felt someone grip my hand as i smiled through my tears.

as it all ended we all made a little small talk.

"ya know. im really happy to have you all in my life, i honestly wouldn't wanna be anywhere else" corbyn said as he let some tears fall on his own, but as soon as i smiled back you could tell he his mood changed.

after a couple hours of small talk everyone including myself was sitting by the camp fire.

i had a hat on covering my lost hair as i held onto zachs hand knowing this would be the last time.

i knew it was over. i was only getting worse by the moment, i had to go.

was i ready? god no. ill miss all the boys smiles when id wake up, or kissing zachs head each morning. or seeing all the limelight's drama. ya it's annoying but sometimes it's just funny.

"here we go, were leaving the city behind right now, together by the campfire i can sing this song"

corbyn began to sing as he interlocked his fingers with daniel as we all chimmned in together, possibly for the last time.

"why don't we" we all sang and let out laughs. then i began.

"hanging out with someone new, then falling out of a camp canoe what's that smell? zach herron" i sang as we all laughed.

as we all quieted down, i felt a pang in my heart as i let out a gasp of breath. "jack?" zach said getting down on his knees beside me.

"h-h-help" i said as zach screamed and called 911.

that's the last thing i saw zachs teary face before the world fell at my feet.

•3 hours later•

as i started to steer awake i saw all guys eyes set in me.

"h-h-hey" i say sitting up against the headboard. "your really fucking dying jack." jonah said above a whisper staring at the ground.

"guys" i said with a frown. "yes, i know im leaving possibly soon. but please don't let me down. keep the band going. keep your arms open for each other. i love you all so much" i said while opening my arms for a hug.

they all ran to me burying me in a hug.

"my body may if turned against me. but when im gone please don't think of me of pity and sadness. i hate making people sad, don't cry. please rather than dwelling on the end of my story, laugh at the memories we made or shared.

please tell your grandkids that once upon a time you knew me. please tell yourselves ill always be with you. please."

those where the last few words i said before the room was full of beeps.

{kinda jus threw this shit together n it's honestly so fuckin terrible. i have hip hop tm. n ian down for it}