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I put this one in my corbyn besson sickfics, but I liked it sm, I wanted you guys to read it too, just in case you don't read the corbyn besson sickfics ones. I wont put anymore corbyn besson sickfics in here, like i said i did it this one time cuz i loved it so much. so if you like this one, you should go check them out enjoy❤

It all started when i joined the band. No its not tho boys faults. Heck they don't even know.

It's 3 years later and were still known as why don't we biggest pop sensation. I started getting hate, and it was all the same thing

corbyns too fat

he needs to eat he's too fat

corbyn lose fucking weight

corbyns too fat, he doesn't belong in the bad with all his fatness

It all started to hit home hard when we were performing in st. Louis and someone from the crowd yelled "CORBYNS TOO FAT, GET OFF THE STAGE"

In that moment I relized maybe it's true.

So a few weeks later everytime I eat, I throw it all back up, I don't dare tell the other boys, but I am losing weight really fast, which makes me so fucking happy in myself.

"Corbyn, come and eat" I went downstairs to be meet with my beautiful 4 best friends faces.

Jonah

Daniel

Jack and

Zach

I sit down and start eatting, granted im really hungry, but I know exactly what im going to do after I eat this.
Sometimes I don't wanna do it, but it has recently become and big problem, and has had a big effect in my life

after i eat, I immediately run upstairs and throw it all back up. Usally I hate throwing up, but I feel like I have gotten really used to it.

"Guys, come on, we're going to the beach" our manager jon yelled

I quickly glance up into the mirror with only my swim trunks on, and relize I have lost alot of weight in the 2 months, which kinda scares me, because I feel like the guys will notice.

I like being skinny though, gives me so much perfection, plus our fans won't make fun if me anymore.

"come on corbs let's go" daniel yells. I slowly slip on my shirt and run down stairs and get in the car.

When we arrive to the beach all the boys have taken off thier shirts, and I am hesitating if I should take me shirt off.

Well, when I take my shirt off no one really seems to notice, so I run into the ocean and swim with the guys, we see some fans taking videos of us, which makes me feel a little insecure.

I've always felt insecure about myself ever since the hate. I know I should talk to someone, but they wouldn't understand.

We finally decide to get out of the water, and that's when zach takes notice to my skinnyness

"corbyn, what the fuck, bro you've gotten so skinny" zach said looking at my kinda worridly, but when he said it all the boys looked up at me and gasped.

"how are you so skinny bro" jack asks me, which makes me feel insecure so skinny.

i uh- um- ive been working out, yah, I've been working out. All the guys gave me a questioning look, and the believed me, which gave me a huge sigh of relief.

●at home●

When, we got home I immediately ran upstairs and threw up what we just had ate, this time when I threw up it gave me so much pain, and i started crying. I didn't understand why it hurt so bad, but it did