"You're the reason I broke the promise"
"I think I'm in love with you"
Love.. It's complicated..
But it's the only word that can describe what these two teenagers have been through together.
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It's been a week or two since that incident occurred.. Mattia and I don't really talk that much anymore.. I mean he said I'm annoying so why would I talk to him? I do not wanna annoy him even more.. Right?
I woke up today not feeling that okay... With myself.. After that day I've been feeling very insecure I don't know why.. So all I wear to school are hoodies that cover every inch of my body and sweatpants.
But today let's change it up a little.. I wanna find my confidence again
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Hmm not bad, I put my hair up in a high ponytail, applied some mascara and lip gloss and went downstairs.
I ate my cereal and went outside to wait for the boys.. They have been picking me up the last few days..
They finally arrived and I hopped in the car.
"Goodmorning yall"
"You look really good"
Roshaun said making me smile..
Wanna know something awesome? I was sitting next to mattia... Fuck. Was it awkward..? Yes. Did I mind though? ...
I never understood why Mattia was so rude to me.. He is such a piece of shit I never did anything wrong.
"So are yall never gonna talk to each other again?"
Kairi said making me look at him and then Mattia.
"Doesn't seem like it"
I whispered.. Mattia turned and looked at me. He frowned.
"I just don't really like her, sorry"
Did he just -
"I never even did anything to you, you are very immature"
I started raising my voice.
"If you tell me why you don't like me I'll stop bothering you"
He sighed.
"You're just like every other girl"
He spat.. HUH? The fuck is that supposed to mean?
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean"
The rest of the boys were just observing us... Without saying a word.
"You're just a typical, annoying teenage girl"
OK that's fucking it.
"isn't the girl you are fucking the same thing?"
I yelled at him and he clenched his jaw and looked at me.
"I'm just fucking her, she is not a pain in the ass 24/7"
He shouted at me.. His eyes were filled with anger..
He looked scary..
I just looked at him... I didn't answer him.. My eyes were a little watery.. But no, no more tears for him.
Kairi was also sitting next to me. So I just rested my head on his shoulder for the rest of the ride, I didn't participate in any conversations that they were having..I just wanted to cry.
We soon arrived and I didn't want to get out of the car. Mattia got out first and stormed off without saying a word..
"What's wrong with this kid?"
They all just looked at me.
"Don't freak out but..."
Alejandro started to say.
"His last relationship really messed him up... He doesn't want to catch feelings for any girl, that's why he is being rude to you... So he doesn't fall for you"
my mouth fell wide open at Ale's words..
"Fall for me? Yeah definitely not, he hates me"
I said laughing a bit at his words and walking towards the school.
