𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎 ~𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐚 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐨~

Chapter 33

"Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go... I knew I needed you but I never showed.."
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Once I entered my house I plopped on my bed and screamed on my pillow...
Why did Nick have to walk back to my life?
He is the last person I wanted to see..
I don't know what to do.. I'm terrified of that man..

I went to the bathroom to take my makeup off...
I looked like a mess...
There was mascara stains on my cheeks.. My eye liner was ruined and my
lipstick was smudged..

I removed all of it, put my hair in a loose bun and walked back to my room..
Before we came to my house, we went back to Alejandro's place to grab our stuff..

So, I opened the bag and hesitantly took Mattia's hoodie out and wore it ..
I felt safe every time I wore it.. It's like he was there with me..

I smile at the thought of him, but my smile quickly faded away when the sight of violet and him kissing came back to my mind...
I had forgotten about that..

I sighed and layed down on my bed to try to sleep...

I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing.. I checked the time and it was 2:00 am...
Who the hell is texting me at 2 in the morning??

I unlocked my phone and saw hundreds of text messages from... Mattia?

I clicked on his contact name..

Mattia💛

Mattia💛 :
Gabriella are you awake?

Mattia💛:
Please wake up I need to talk to you.

Mattia💛:
Gaby it's Hella important

You:
Mattia? What happened?
It's literally 2am

Mattia💛:
Meet me at the spot where we
Watched the sunset, in 20 minutes.

You:
Huh? Are you crazy? it's fucking late
I want to go to sleep
I'm not feeling okay..

Mattia💛:
Gaby please, we need to talk.
Trust me.

You :
Ugh fine, I hope it's worth it
Read at 2:03 am

I sighed and shut my phone.
The only thing I did was brush my hair..
I went downstairs and headed outside, even though I didn't want him to see me in this condition...

It was freezing  and gloomy outside..
I don't want to fucking walk into a forest at 2am.. I'm gonna get eaten by a bear or something.

It didn't take me long to arrive at the spot..
Why am I nervous..?
I saw him.. He was sitting down, resting on his hands.

I put my hood on and slowly started walking towards him.
I sat down, resting my back on the tree.
Mattia looked at me.. His face was a bit bruised.. He had a small bruise under his eye and a few cuts across his face.. One on his lip actually.

"So what's wrong?"

I asked and he turned to look at me.. He sighed and looked back at the view ahead of us.

"I- I've messed up these past few days.. I've messed up very bad"

He said..