Mulla Makes A Decision

Mullas decision

Disclaimer- This is a mature story. Do not read if you are uncomfortable. My frustration staying at home may be reflected in this story.

Events take place right after the shivarathri night.

Mullai is sitting in the room irritated from afternoon. She had not slept a wink last night the whole family had tricked her into leaving her and kathir alone in the house. She had not eaten anything as she did not want to see anyone in the house. Everyone feels like an enemy right now.

M mindvoice- Ena neichukitu irukanga ivangalam manasula. Avaha kuda thaniya irutha matum ena aaha povuthu? Avahala paathale bayama iruku ena thituvahalo nu ithula thaniya vera vita... Elam en vithi intha mathri Oru kalyanam nadathu ipidi Oru aal kuda. Avahaluku ena pidikathu. Enaku avahala paathale bayam. Naaga rendu perum epidi santhoshama irupom.

Her phone rings distracting her from her thoughts it's her school friend Ramya.

M- Hello. Sollu de.

Ramya- En di Oru mathri pesara.

M- Athu onum ila nee sollu epidi iruka?

Ramya- Athan kupten oru good news de. Na pregnant ah iruken.

Though in a irritated mood she is happy for her friend.

M- Oh super de congrats. Happy news solirka...

Ramya- Thanks de.

M- Unga appa amma romba santhoshama irupanga ila.

Ramya- Ama de. Romba. Amma ayuthutanga.

Mulla thinks wistfully of her parents for her minute. How happy her father would be to hear such a news from her.

Mulla mindvoice- Antha kudpupana namaku enga. Ana avaluku namaku aparam thane kalyanam aachu?? Periya aalu than.

M- Ama unaku kalyanam aahi 2 maasam thane aaguthu. Athukulla kalalita po..

Ramya- Chi po di. Nee epavume ipidi tha. Romba overa pesuva.

M murmering - Pesa matum than de mudiyum Enala.

Ramya- Ah ena seriya Kekala.

M- Atha vidu de. Nee un odamba nala paathuko.

Ramya- Athelam nala than pathupen. Nee sollu.. nee epa good news sola pora? Aachu ila 5 maasam?

M- Ada podi nee vera en kalyanam epidi nadathuthu than unaku theriyume.. avahuluku ena pidikathu. Ena epa thitulam nu kathukita irupaha. ithula athu vera..

Ramya- Ena di ipidi pesara. Kalayanam epidi aairtha ena di. Intha vishyam lam correct ah nadathudnam. Unaku solanuma collegelye ne enama pesuva.

M- Athelam apa de. Enaku avahala paathale bayama iruku.

Ramya- Konjam nerukam aita bayam lam poidum di. Na matum ena pidicha kalyanam panikiten. Veetla katina payan kita munnadi kuda pesa vidala. Ipa paaru. Mothala Enakum bayam thayakam Elam iruthuchu. Ivarum konjam kovapadra type than. Ana Nama kita ponale pothum aambalaga kovatha marathuduvanga.

M- Po di. Nee etho etho solra. Na vekaren.

Mulla is deep in thought after the phone conversation. Though she first completely disregarded the idea she now thinks over it a lot. The concept of being intimate with kathir was disgusting to her at first. But now she tries to be logical about it. She had always been an emotional person. That had gotten her nowhere. She needed to accept her life as it is and be practical about it.

M- Ena sonalum pidichalaum pidikalanalum avaha than nama purushan. Elarum solrathu Oru vithathula seri thane. Kalyanam aayachu, Nadathatha nadathu pochu. Evlo naal pazhasa neichu varutha pada mudiyum. Epidiyum vaazhakaya aarmbitchu thane aaganum. Iva sona mathri senja ena? Oorla Elarum pidichu than kudubam nadatharahlakum. Epa paaru avahala paathu bayathukite iruka mudiyathu. Ipidiye evlo naal vazhkaye oota mudiyum. Nama konjam theirama ethavathu senju than papome. Ena nadathuta poguthu. Maximum konjam thituvaha. Ipa thitathatha. Mulla ini nee than un vazhakaya pakanum.

She takes a heavy breath and nods to herself making a decision