Mulla Makes A Decision

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Mulla spends the night tossing and turning in her bed. Since she did not sleep last night also she really tries to fall asleep now but sleep evades her. Her mind is filled with a lot of questions. She had hoped she could have an open discussion with kathir and come to some sort of understanding.  But it had been an epic fail.

M mindvoice- Ivahaluku nera sonale puriyuthu. Ithula na menu muyugi soli epidi puriya vekarthu.

She did not know why she felt so sure that she has to act now. She had never really considered much about her future life ever since she got married but now she can think about nothing else. She felt she needed to do something or her life would just be the same.

She fell into a restless sleep in the early hours of the morning. It was late when she woke up and kathir had already left for the shop. Dhanam and meena acted a little coldly towards her. Already in a bad mood she did not feel comfortable sitting in hall trying to convince them. She came into the room thinking. She decided to talk to her friend again.

She called her up and explained how after their talk she had tried to start a conversation with kathir and how miserably she had failed.

Ramya- Ithukudava avarku purila??

M-Ila de. Nanum seriya solala than. Ana sonalum avaru purijupara nu doubt than..

Ramya- Na onu kekaren. Kalyanam aahi ivlo naal aaguthe.oru tharava kuda avara un kita varala..

M-Ila de.. Avahaluku ena pidikathu..

Ramya- Vera ethum ponnu...

M- Cha vayipeila. Avahaluku veeda vita kada avlo than. Ponnuga kita pesa kuda theriyathu..

Ramya- Iruthalum ithu periya vishyam than di. Nama evlo kelvi padrom paasangalam pondattina oru urimai eduthukitu virupam ilama kuda thoturuvanganu. Ivaru ivlo naal aagiyum kita kuda nerugama irukaru ila. Kudichutu kuda vanthu una thitirkaarnu sona ila. Apa kuda un kita thapa nadathukala ila. Nichayam Ponnugala mathika therijavara than irukanum. Nalathu than..

M is surprised by this observation- Hmm..

Ramya- Seri vidu. Ipa epidi avaruku puriya vekarthu nu yosipom.. Thirumba theiraima pesa paaru.

M- Ena nu pesamudiyum itha pathi. Enaku seriya varthai vara matenguthu..

Ramya- Nee pesi thane aaganum epidiyum. Ila simple ah Oru idea solren avara kaati pudichu Oru mutham kuduthudu..

M- Chi ithu ena di Asigama.. Ipa thane ponnugala virupam ilama thoda kudathu nu sona. Nama matum athaye seiyalama? Thapuilla?

Ramya- Ithula ena de iruku. Try pani tha paren.  Avaruku pidikala na thali vida porar. Avlo thane. Ana Athelam nadakathu. Avarku apa nichyam purijurkum. Aparam paaru..

M- Ithelam oruthara oruthara purijukitu thana nadaka vendiyathu ila.

Ramya- Apidi nadatha nalathuthan. Ana nee anchu masam aahiyum inum paathale bayamairuku nu solriye. Enga pesi purinju aparam nadakarthu. Aparam 5 varusham aidum. Bayam ponum na konjam nerukina tha mudiyum.

After some more discussions mullai cuts the call. She is more frustrated than ever. Her situation is laughable even to her. She did not know how to talk to her husband. About well their life together or lack thereof.

M mindvoice- Ava solrathu seri than. Avaha ena thitnathu sanda potathu matum than Enaku theriyuthu. Ana iva sona mathri epavume thapa nadathukitathilla. Na sangada padra mathri iruthathum ila. Aniki Oru naal matum apidi paathaha.. Ana athu kuda nama thapu than. Apa kuda avaha ganiyama tha iruthaha. Epavume avar kita pidikatha vishyatha pathi matum yosikarom. Neraya nalathum iruku athayum paka pazhagikanum. Nama kita poi pazhgina thane nalathu theriyum.. Epavum vilagiye irutha..

She just sits mulling over the it all afternoon.