Mulla Makes A Decision

Mulla tries to talk

His emotions in a turmoil he looks at her with a sense of dread. He tries to sit down on the floor.

M- Kizha vendam. Bedlaye okarunga.

He looks a little surprised.

K-ila na ingaye..

M- Okarunga please.

Kathir is a little taken aback by this sudden change in her behavior. He sits down wondering what is all this about. He is sure it means something bad.

M- Nethi na konjam overa ah than nadathukiten. Elarmelayum irutha kovatha Unga mela matum kamichuten. Ungalukum ivanga ipidi panrathu theriyathila. Ena bayam iruthalum ungala na apidi soli Velila anupirka kudathu. Neega thinayile paduthurpinga na ethirpakala. Sorry..

He is shocked and taken aback at this. He did not expect her to apologize. He does not know how to respond. Should he say thanks. But for what? He just stays silent. Mulla looks at him expecting him to say something but after a minute of silence she decides he is not going to say anything. So she talks again.

M- Namaku than kalayam aahiyachu ila?

K confused- Ama..

M- Namaku kalyanam aahi anchu maasam aachu ana inum Enaku ungla paathale bayama iruku. Neega epa thituvinga, ila ena kaathuvinga ne therila. Athu..

K- Athan soniya.. Na una vitu vilagi than iruken. Enala mudija alvu. Athuku mela ithu un perachanai na onum pana mudiyathu. Ini suthama pakama vena irukava?? Un kanala padama iruka muyarchi panren.

M- Athu ila. Nama rendu perum ona santhoshama irukanum than Elarum virubaranga. Athuku than nethi thaniya kuda vitutu ponaga.

K- Ama.. Avangaluku therila ena aanalum namakulla onum nadaka porathila nu.

M frustrated- Inum nama munji kuduthu kuda pesikarthila. Na matum thaniya atha epidi matharthunu therila.

K in a worried voice- Athuku..

K mindvoice- Un kuda iruka pidikala. Na en veetuke Poren nu sola porala??

M- Inum ungala paathu na bayathuta iruka mudiyathu.. Epidiyum.. Athu.. Nama

Mulla feels uncomfortable now. In her head she had decided to talk to him openly about their life. But when it comes to putting it in words she doesn't know how to proceed. She is confused on how to approach this subject. How does she open the topic of intimacy with him? Kathir sees her looking around awkwardly and is confused.

K- Ena sola vara nee??

M- Athu ila... Athu vanthu..

K finally asks what's bothering him- Intha veetla iruka unaku pidikalaya? Unaku Unga veetuku ponuma?

M is startled by this- Na atha pathi pesave ilaye. Ena than kovam varutham Elam iruthalum Enaku intha veedu romba pidikum. Akka, jeeva mama Elarum enaya emathitanga nu Oru kashtam iruku than ila nu sollala ana intha veeta vitu ponum nu epavume na neichathilla.

Kathir is relieved at this so this is not about her leaving. Mulla thinks for a moment.

M mindvoice- Ena sona ivhaluku puriyum. Nama pesatha Ivaha etho mathiri purijirkarhale. Seri ipidi soli papom.

M- Rendu perum intha mathri kalyanam aahum nu ethirpakala. Enaku na neicha vazhkai kedaikala. Neega  kalyanathuku readyve ila ah ila.

K- Ama athan elarkum theriyume.. Thirumba thirumba athaye en solara. 

M- Ungaluku ena pidikathu than. Ana..

Kathir has no idea where she is going with this. What is she trying to say? Mulla is struggling to find the right words.

M-Ipidiye iruka.. evlo naal ipdiya iruka mudiyum? Aduthathu ena?

K- Intha veetla iruka unaku iruka pudichurku ila. Na matum thane perchnai. Un vazhiki na varala en vazhiki nee varatha avlo than. Nee patuku iru na ona thontharavu pana maten. Kalale kadaiku kelambi poidren. Night evlo late ah vara mudiyumo avlo late ah varen. Na intha roomla irukarthe pidikala na na Velila poidren. Ila nee amma kuda poi paduthuko. Ithuku nee evlo yosikave vendam. .

M mindvoice- ivangaluku nama ena sonalum puriyuthu polaye.. maku...

M a little angerily- Na etho sola varen neega vera enavo solringa.

K- Ena solavara nee?? Athu than ivlo nerama kekaren.

M- onuila vidunga... Ungaluku puriyaporathilla.

K- Ipa ena ookara vechu verupethriya.

He gets up irritated and goes and takes his mat. He lies down. Mulla hits her forehead in frustration and lies down with a million thoughts running through her head.