oneshot: Kagehina

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! angst- Kageyama x Hinata

Hinata's POV:

"Kageyama-kun!" There she is again, the girl trying to win over my Tobio.

"I made you a bento, I hope you like it." She shyly gave her bento to Kageyama while smiling.

It was obvious that girl liked him, he was just so oblivious and thought they we're just good friends.

"Ne, Kageyama-kun, you want to sit at our table?" She said, still a bit shy.

"Oi, Hinata I'm gonna sit with them." I audibly sighed,but nodded anyways.

This has been going on for weeks, her asking him to come sit with them, and me being left all alone to cry in a bathroom stall.

She's nice, pretty, and funny, perfect for Kageyama.

He turned back and walked as the girl lead him to their table.

Now, I was left all alone. Again.

I do what I do every time he leaves after lunch.

I was walking around the halls of Karasuno, my head down, and drowning myself with my own thoughts.

'Why can't Kageyama realise my love for him?' I chuckled a bit.

I kept isolating myself in my own thoughts until I reached the bathroom.

There it was, my safe place, and where I, oh, so cry about my Tobio.

I locked the bathroom stall as my legs felt weak and drop on the floor.

This was my life, breaking down in the middle of lunch in a secluded bathroom, and acting like everything was normal until I reach home.

"I love you, Tobio." I kept saying in the middle of my cries.

Hoping, that he will be mine.

"I love you, Tobio-chan" It wasn't coming from me, but a familiar voice coming from outside the bathroom.

"I- uh love you too."

Ouch

Those four words haunted me, yet they were all coming to life.

All the scenario's in my head, they're all right.

The voices faded, and new thoughts entered my head.

'See? Why would he ever love someone like you?'

'Kageyama deserves someone unlike you.'

'Why would you ever think he loved you?'

'You're pathetic to think someone like him would end up with you.'

I tried, everything, to remove these thoughts from my head.

Then, silence

"Tobio-chan will you be my boyfriend?"

"Uh sure"

My heart shattered into pieces, those same horrid thoughts came back to my head.

This time, they never stopped, they just kept repeating in my head like a never-ending loop.

I live for nothing now.

I lost my will to live.

Kageyama would've wanted me to have a bright future.

I'm sorry.

I still love you Tobio.

After all one-sided loves are common.

You deserve someone who's like her.

You deserve to be with her.

You deserve to live and be happy.

The world doesn't need me as much anyways.

my lil sunshine nooo. :( 

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