DERANGED

Twenty one: Noah

Sammy's POV

"I'm Samantha. I'm here to see Noah Centineo" I said

"Oh yes, he is in room A40" The lady at the desk said and I nodded. I walked to his room and opened the door. He was passed out and I took a deep breath and shut the door quietly.

This is all my fault. I feel like all of this blame is on my shoulders. Everyone around me is getting hurt and I can't do shit about it. I looked at my phone to see a bunch of calls from my family. I turned off my phone and went to sit down at a chair next to his bed. I grabbed his hand as he was sound asleep. The door opened and his mom walked in.

"You must be Sam?" She asked softly

"I am" I said

"Well it's very nice to meet you. I didn't know that Noah was with someone in. I would have let you in last night" She said

"Please call me Amber" She said

"Nice to meet you too" I said and I saw in the corner of my eye that Noah was shifting around. He opened his eyes and look down at my hand holding his. He grabbed my hand and gave it a kiss.

"I'll give you guys a minute" His mom said leaving the room. Tears started to stream down my face.

"I'm here, baby. I'm fine" he said laughing

"It's my fault" I said

"Baby stop. Come here" He said and I scooted my chair closer to him.

"Kiss me" Noah said

"Noah" I said laughing and he looked serious. I leaned towards him and then the door opened. The doctor and his mom walked in and I pulled back.

"Didn't mean to interrupt" The doctor said 

"Sorry, I'm going to wait in the hall" I said letting go of Noah's hand

"Sam, please stay" Noah said

"I'll just give you guys a few" I said stepping out into the hall. I shut the door and took a deep breath

FLASHBACK

"FUCKING BITCH" Theo said as he grabbed my hair and pulled me by it.

"THEO STOP" I screamed

"You are a fucking whore" Theo said as he let go of my hair

"THEO dude where are you?" I heard one of Theo's friends yell and I started to shake

"In the back yard" Theo said

"Get your ass up" Theo said and I stood up but still shaking crazy

"Are we going out or not?" One of his friends ask

"Oh Sam is here" One of his other friends said

"She was being a whore is she needed to be taught. Girls don't know how to not hoe around" Theo said

"Michael is waiting in the car, Theo" One of the friends said

"Why the fuck did you bring him? You want me to beat him the fuck up?" He asked

"What?" One of the friends asked

"He is fucking Sam" Theo said gritting his teeth. He turned to me and slapped me across the face.

"Sam" I heard Michael said

"I'm not fucking him. I'm a virgin" I said

"Or that's what you say" Theo said as he grabbed my hair again. 

END OF FLASHBACK

"You can come back in, dear" Noah's mom said. I walked back in and his mom and doctor left the room.

"I get to leave tonight"Noah said with a big smile on his face

"Stay at my house with me for a couple days" Noah said

"Okay" I said and he smiled

LATER THAT NIGHT

"This is the guest room" Noah's mom said

"Thank you" I said

"It's not problem" She said

"I'm about to make dinner-" His mom started to say

"I'll help" I said and she smiled

"Okay follow me" She said. Noah was on the couch watching tv about to pass out again.

"Thank you for letting me stay here" I said

"This is way safer" She said and just then what I assume is Noah's dad walked into the kitchen.

"Hey hun" He said

"This is Sam, Noah's girlfriend" His mom said

"Nice to meet you I'm Zach, Noah's dad" He said shaking my hand

"If you want to go hang with Noah. I can help with dinner" Zach said 

"If you are sure?" I asked

"Go be with Noah" His mom said. I walked into the living room and sat next to Noah.

"I want to show you my room" He said looking up at me and I laughed. We went up to his room and I smiled walking around and looking.

"Do you come to visit a lot?" I asked

"I don't stay at my dorm that much honestly" He said laughing and I walked to his bedside dresser. There was a framed picture of Lexi, Luke, Noah, and I when we all went to the zoo together. 

"I love my family so I like to stay here the most I can" He said and I looked to his desk where there was a picture of Noah and I.

"What?" He asked

"You have pictures of us?" I asked

"Yes cause the best time I have is with you" He said smiling

"I want you" I said and he looked at me weirdly.

"What do you mean, Sam?" Noah asked

"I want you to be my boyfriend and I want to be the only one holding your hand on campus" I said

"What about Michael, Sam?" He said laughing

"The thing is I don't want him at all" I said

"I want you and only you" I said

"I want you and only you too" Noah said walking over to me and kissing me.

"So this means you are my boyfriend?" I asked

"Yes it does" He smirked and hugged me tight to his chest. His heart was racing and so was mine.

"I think you should be staying in my room" He said

"I bet you do. But we aren't allowed to be" I said

"When do I ever listen" He said giving me another peck.

"DINNER" I heard his mom yell

"We should go down stairs " I said getting up

"My dinner is right here though" He said 

"You are so funny" I said walking down the stairs.

"What are we having for dinner?" Noah asked

"Pizza" His mom said

"Oh fuck yes" Noah said

"Noah" His dad said glaring at hm.

"Please sit down boys" His mom said

"Thank you for everything" I said

"You don't have to thank me, Sam" His mom said and Noah put his hand on my knee. This is what I want and I happy. I want Noah.