Craving for Him

Chapter 8

NATHAN

N- Can I ask you something?

E- Sure..

N- Who hurt you?

E- Wow, that's a really personal question..

N- You can always skip it..

E- I'll anwser you as soon as we arrive..

N- Arrive where?

E- To my favourite spot..

I looked at her with awe. I was looking forward to see where she was taking me.

"Is it too obvious that someone has hurt me?" asked me in a serious face.

N- We're only as bling as we want to be, Eva..

E- So, I guess you don't wanna be blind..

N- I might don't wanna be blind with you..

E- Aren't you afraid?

N- Afraid of what?

E- Of letting me come closer to you?

N- You should be the one you have to be afraid of letting me come closer..

E- Why? Who are you?

N- A demon to some. An angel to others. It's up to you to deside...

"You know what, Nathan?" she said while pulling the parking brake.

E- It's our choices that show what we truly are.. I think you're just different..

N- You think..?

E- Being different isnt't a bad thing. It means you're brave enough to be yourself..

Ν- Or just too coward to pretend to be someone else..

E- We've arrived..

N- I noticed that..

E- And?

N- Nice view..

E- Isn't it breathtaking?

N- It is..

"Now.. About what you've asked me.." she told me while lighting up a cigarette.

N- He's a guy I'd been dating when I was still at University..

N- What did he do?

E- Let's say I expected too much from him.. Even the simplests things become complicated when you expect too much..

N- You know, you lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.. That's something that makes us being the way we are.. And that's what it makes us expect too much..