𝟏𝟐.
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"𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐩𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩"
- 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
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"You been having this lil stank ass attitude for some weeks now and I been dealing with it without asking none. But I'm over it now, what's wrong?" Aya asked me making me look at her with my face scrunched up.
"Ain't none wrong." I told her looking back at the tv as she stared at mer, "Aya stop staring at me."
"No, because you really gone lie to my face like ion know you. Saoir what's wrong?"
"I don't know what's wrong Aya, I just ain't been inna mood lately." I shrugged as she nodded her head, "How you and Faze album coming along? Ian been seein' ya'll onna shaderoom or none." She said making me look at her blankly.
"I haven't talked to him in like a month almost." I shrugged making her frown, "Why?"
"It's hella dumb." I mumbled as she just looked at me waiting for me to tell her.
"Okay so I was at my Mama house and she was tellin' me how she don't think I should get close to him. She don't think he good for my image or whatever." I started off as she smacked her lips.
"Don't tell me you stopped talkin' to him because of that." She said staring at me waiting for me to answer.
"...."
"Saoir you needa talk to him and apologize, because that's fucked up." She said as I sighed staring at the wall.
"I know it is, I ain't even notice I was acting differnet towards him till I wen tthrouh our messages a couple days ago. I was being all dry and shit to him, and he was just trying to talk. I don't even know what to say to him." I stressed rolling my eyes annoyed at myself.
"You need to think of something. I wish I could help you, but I don't know him like you do. I do know he cares about you a lot. I can tell he do from when I was braiding his hair for the award show. He couldn't stop staring at you and complimenting you. He really adore you and you fucked that all up over some words from yo' Mama." She ranted as I just listened to her.
"Don't get me wrong. I love yo' Mama like she raised me, shit she practically did raise me. But you know how she is especially about yo' career."
"I know, she wants to do whatever to save it." I mumbled as she nodded her head, "She wants to do whatever she thinks will save it. But she not always right."
"Okay let's just stop talking about it." I said as she just looked at me, "When the last time you been in the studio?" She asked making me sigh.
"A couple weeks ago. I got a session later on tonight by myself. I had a session with Will yesterday but I cancelled it because I wasn't feeling it." I explained as she nodded her head.
"Good you need to make some music and clear your head." She mumbled taking her attention off of me and turning it onto the tv.
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"Oh my fuckin' God." I mumbled listening to the song and it didn't sound nothing like I had imagined.
I kept trying to copy what I had seen Fazon and Will do plenty of times but nothing was working.
