BTS Imagines

[Namjoon] - Daddy

His eyes slowly opened and stared at the dark curtain covering the window, restraining the light from outside roam the room.

His head slowly tilted and looked at the empty bottles of alchohol that was scattered around the floor of his bedroom.

His hand reached one hoping it had a little bit of liquid inside but groaned when he saw how empty it was.

He forced himself to sat up and immediately held his throbbing head.

He winced at the pain but tossed the blanket off his legs.

He tossed his legs off the bed making his feet came in contact with the cold floor.

But it wasn't knew.

Coldness.

His head turned to the nightstand and stared at the frame displayed. His breath became shaky and tears were threatening to fall once again.

He took the frame in his grasp and softly caressed the familiar faces on the photo that made his heart ache.

The tears were now falling nonstop as he can feel the pain in his chest ache more and more.

Oh, how much he wished he could be with them. He wanted to hug them so much but he couldn't, they were so out of reach.

The frame slipped out of his hands making it fall on the wooden floor. The man quickly sat down the floor and held the frame, brushing the broken pieces of glass together hoping it would go back together.

He wanted to fix it but he can't.

It's already broken, just like his heart.

He stared at the photo on the floor and broke down crying once again, placing his hands, now filled with blood on his face.

"Daddy!" I looked back and saw my little baby boy running towards me with his mom right behind him. I immediately crouched down and opened my arms as my boy went to my embrace.

"I missed you daddy." He said as he rested his head on my shoulder. "Me too baby." I kissed his head as I stood up with him still in my embrace.

"I'm sorry, I tried to stop him."

I stood right there frozen on my spot as I stared at her beautiful face. She never fails to stun me.

"Namjoon." Her voice snapped me out of my thoughts making me blink. "Ah yeah, it's okay I wasn't doing anything anyway." I said as she flashed her infamous smiled that up till now made my heart skip a beat.

"Damn, you're so beautiful." I bit my lip.

"Language Namjoon." She said as he removed the boy from my arms. "Did I say that out loud?" I asked making her chuckle.

"Did we hear our little nephew?" The other members went inside the practice room and the boy immediately went towards them, giving each one of them hugs.

I took this chance to give her a hug. She didn't hesitate to put her arms around me and give a kiss on my cheek. "You have worked so hard." She lightly ruffles my hair.

"Thank you." I smiled before pulling away. "I love you." She raised a brow as she heard my words.

"Suddenly?" She said as I chuckled.

"Of course! I've been drinking my milk that's why I've been growing." Our attention went back to our kid and the others.

"Yeah, you're too tall for a five year old." Yoongi said whilst scratching his cheek. "At this rate you'll be taller than your uncle Jimin in no time."

Jungkook and Taehyung looked at each other before they both laughed. Jimin looked at the both of them before they started running away from him in the practice room.

"You have been practicing dancing right? We don't want you to end up like your daddy." Hoseok said as the little boy grinned.

"Yes I do uncle Hobi. Mama teaches whenever it's my free time." Hoseok smiled after hearing the boy's statement.

"Baby, come here and let your uncles do their work." She commanded and the little boy quickly rushed towards her mom.

"Aw, Y/N you should now that we love your visits. Especially when you bring those little snacks you make." Jimin said as he held Taehyung in his arms, slightly choking him.

"Yeah, about that I didn't get to cook because we were on our way to school when this kid wanted to see his dad." She said, lightly patting the boy's head.

"And speaking of school, we should go or he'll be late." She said before turning back at me. "Go say goodbye to your uncles." She slightly pushed the little kid off towards his uncle's as he hugged them one by one.

"You do so much for me." I whispered as he pulled me in her embrace. "You're my baby too you know." She said as I chuckled.

"I love you too Joonie, so much."

"I...love...you..."

I cried as I held her in my arms, the bullet that came through her chest made blood flow out her weak body.

"Please...don't. Don't leave me, please." I placed her hand on my cheek as I looked at her.

"I'm...sorry I—I couldn't protect...our baby." She said as my eyes looked at the boy who was sprawled on the floor, blood flowing out of his chest.

I cried even more as I saw his state. He was so young.

"No. No, it's not your fault baby. Please hold on for me, help will come soon." I said as I started to look around but his touch made me look at her once again.

"Joon, promise me...you'll take...care of...yourself." I cried as soon as I heard her words.

"No, you're gonna take care of me okay? Now please hold on." I pleaded once more but she smiled. The smile that always made my heart skip a beat, now made my heart break into pieces.

"Namjoon. I'm...sorry." She inhaled.

"I...love...you."

I threw the bottle on the wall, separating it to pieces as I fell down the floor.

I gripped onto my hair and cried like crazy. The memory still haunts me and still breaks my heart a million times.

I fell onto the floor, hands and knees. I wanted to end this pain, I wanted to end this life. I wanted to be with them.

"Namjoon!" The door bursted open revealing Seokjin with a bag on his shoulder. "Oh my gosh, I told you to stop." The older male quickly helped him stand up and exited out of the room.