Chapter 54: The Answer
“Let’s break up.” he said.
You know you’re hurt when your heart has a sudden stop and there’s a sudden shortness in breathe and you can feel it in your lungs. Most of all, your eyes fill with tears and you ask ‘why?’
My hands are trembling. I want to slap Mark but I can’t. I want to face Mark but I can’t. My body won’t listen to me. I’m frozen.
“We’ve been like this always. We fight then we make up. I’m tired of it Rhianne.” he said.
But still I didn’t answer.
“Let’s give each other some space to think about it.” he added.
I didn’t answer or any. I still stopped right on that position. Just because of a simple fight, he’s going to break up with me? Where’s that FOREVER AND ALWAYS? BECAUSE HE HATED ONE ATTITUDE, HE’S GOING TO BREAK UP WITH ME. MARK DIDN’T LOVE ME, RIGHT? HE JUST WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE SO HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND. HE DIDN’T LOVE ME.
I wiped my tears. “For the last time, I’m asking you. Watch my performance on Simply KPOP. That’s going to be my reply with what you said right now.”
I started walking again and paused.
“By the way, thank you for the birthday gift. It’s the best gift I ever received.”
And I went out of the backstage and started walking to the dorms.
I thought we’re going to be strong Mark? I thought we’re going to be strong. But why are we like this? Why is this happening? Why are we breaking up?
Is it my entire fault? Am I the only one being selfish here? Is it wrong to be mad and be hurt?
I can’t feel my legs. It’s like I’m going to collapse. I can’t see anything. My eyes are covered with tears. Tell me this is just a dream. It’s not real, right? It’s not real? Rhianne, this is just a dream. Slap yourself! Wake up!
No, it’s real.
“Rhianne!”
It’s JB. I know it’s him. He’s the only one concerned. My legs collapse. I can’t walk anymore. I don’t feel anything.
“What happened, Rhianne? I’ll bring you to the hospital.” he said.
I held JB. “JB, tell me. Who should be blamed if a leaf falls from a tree? Is it the tree that let it fall or the leaf who got tired of holding?”
“What are you saying Rhianne?” JB said.
I stood up and started walking again.
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Way Back Home (Mark Tuan - GOT7 Fanfic)
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