//This is the final chapter. No more after this. Thanks for all the support. :) Also- since y'all wanted Alex dead, you're getting what you asked for.
TW: CAR CRASH
•John's POV•
I can't sleep..
Everytime I close my eyes, all I can see are those big truck lights, shattered glass, trees, blood.
We lost Alex that night..
I can't stop thinking about how he was begging God to let him live..
“Please.. i don't wanna die yet. I want to grow old.. don't take me.. please. I don't wanna die..”
Those words constantly haunt my thoughts and dreams..
I tried to close my eyes and this time I saw something different.. Alex's body.
I shot up and started crying uncontrollably, I was shaking to bad. Thomas shot up as well and immediately pulled me into a hug.
He knew what was wrong..
“Shh, babyboy, shh.. he's in a better place now, he's no longer in pain..” Thomas cooed.
“..why did god take him?”
Thomas didn't say anything.
“its not fair! He had no right to take Alexander from us!”
“Peaches..” Thomas frowned.
“its not fair. We were finally happy.. we were going to adopt a child-!” I screamed, tearing flooding down my cheeks.
Thomas hugged me tightly. I just cried uncontrollably. Everything hurt, i could barely breathe..
Why did you have to leave us so soon, Alexander..?
Why did you take our baby from us, God?..
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