Across The Boundary • Yoonmin

42; Guilt

You got what i want here
And then you're gone
If you told me that we were through
You know that i will break
the truce
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The guilt inside Jimin intensifies when he came home that night to a smiling Yoongi. He tries to smile back but failed, so he can only hug him. His heartbeat triples when Yoongi hugs back and giggles, and it only added to Jimin's troubled feelings.

"Welcome home Jimin!" His boyfriend chirps excitedly when the hug was broken, and Jimin can only hide a frown.

"H-Hi Sugar," he greeted back as he tries to stop his nervousness from showing, and sighs internally in relief when Yoongi didn't noticed his umcomfortability.

"Dinner is ready! Do you want to eat first or rest?"

Jimin melted at the sweetness of his lover, and indulge on how domestic this moment is; so he smiles genuinely at the older and kissed his forehead.

"Can i rest first Sugar? It's been a long and exhausted day," He answers and Yoongi nods with a smile still etched on his face.

How Jimin wished he could wake up and go home with that same smile, but also wished that Yoongi will continue to smile at him,

Even if he knows about the truth of his identity.

Yoongi quickly took off his coat and hangs it on the coatrack, and the older also took his house slippers and put it infront of his feet. Yoongi crouched down and was about to untie his shoelaces, when Jimin stops him.

"You don't have to do that Sugar," Jimin said, but Yoongi only ignores him and started untying his laces.

''Sugar," Jimin called again.

Yoongi succeeded on taking off his left shoe, and when he was about to start with his right, Jimin immediately holds his arm and pulls him up.

Jimin didn't noticed how harshly he did that, but from how Yoongi was wincing, he instantly widens his eyes at the realization so he quickly let his arm go.

"Oh God Sorry i didn't -"

"I-It's okay .." yoongi whispers before looking at Jimin with the same smile he did before.

Before Jimin can say another word, Yoongi crouched down again and finished his unfinished business.

Jimin can only frown as he stares at the older, and contemplates what to do next.

"S-Sugar .." Jimin called when Yoongi stands up. He was about to reach for him when the older was quick to turn around.

''I - Y-You should take a rest a-and call me i-if you're ready to e-eat," His lover said with a stutter.

Yoongi then walks towards the kitchen while rubbing his arm, leaving Jimin on the door.

Jimin combs his hair again in a stressful and frustrated manner; deciding if he should follow Yoongi.

But the thoughts inside his head says otherwise, and his talk with Taehyung only added to that thoughts so he decided to just get some rest first; before talking and apologizing to Yoongi.

Never having an idea that the older is rubbing his arm violently, while his chest goes up and down due to his frantic breathing.

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The sound of something crashing on the kitchen made Jimin panic inside, as he dashes towards it.

He widens his eyes when he saw Yoongi, a broken glass, and there were red liquids dripping from his hand to the floor.