BOOK 1: Can We Start Again? [COMPLETED]

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Job

Many of us have experienced moments in our lives that made us believe that we can never really trust life to work out in our best interests.
We must remember that the past is the past, and that the things that happened in our past happened for the reason of making our future brighter. Nobody's life is perfect, and no matter what there will be trials and tribulations during our lifetime no matter how much success or failure that we have obtained throughout it.

Is this the time I will forget the past?

Is this the time to commit again?

Is this the the time to comeback into your arms?

"Morning.." He greeted.

Napamulat ako nang marinig ang boses niya. Napalayo ako bahagya ng makita ang ayos namin. I was hugging him while we are lying on my bed.

What happened?

"W-why are you here?" Utal kong tanong at bumangon.

Agad kong kinapa ang sarili. May damit naman ako at maayos rin ang short. There's nothing happened last night right?

"Didn't you remember?" He asked at may kung anong malisya sa boses.

What is he talking about?

Agad akong bumaling sa kanya, namalayan ko na nakabangon narin pala siya.

He was topless gosh!

"H-huh?" Tanong ko at tiningnan siya ng masama.

Shit! Bakit wala akong maalala?

He smirked.

Umiwas ako ng tingin. There's something on that smirked para bang may ginawa kaming hindi maganda kagabi.

"You asked me if I can stay with you." He said at tila may kasunod pa iyon pero bago pa ako makapagsalita I felt his large arm in my body.

He hugged me from the back.

Napaungol ako. His hug is so warm, I almost feel the comfortableness kung hindi lang ako kumawala.

I dont want him to know that I am addicted to his touch.

"I d-din't!" Pagtanggi ko kahit sumagi na sa isipan ko ang nangyari kagabi.

Pagkapasok namin sa loob ay ipinagpatuloy namin ang halikan namin but he stopped.

"I need to go." He said at para bang hindi niya iyon gustong sabihin.

Nalito ako sa kanya. Why he stopped? At bakit aalis na siya? Id he didn't like the kiss?

Hindi ako sumagot bagkus ay humalik muli sa kanya.

I heard him grooned before kissing me back. We kissed again like we don't need air to breathe.

But he stopped again, ang akala ko ay para sumagap lang ng hangin pero hindi.

"We need to stopped here. Nangako ako sa iyo na birhen kitang ihaharap sa altar." He said.

Nahiya naman ako bigla. It's looked like na ako ang sabik na sabik na gawin namin ito.

The hell!

"Baka kapag nagpatuloy tayo baka hindi ko matupad ang pangako ko sa iyo."

Nanatili akong tahimik dahil sa pagkapahiya.

"Kahit gustong gusto ko na angkinin ka ngayon kailangan ko paring magpigil. I want to take every part of you when we are married." He said.