What Your Heart Wants (COMPLETED)

Chapter 34

I don't know what to feel or react.

I can feel my hand shaking while holding his phone. This is what I'm saying, Jaehyun will never ever cheat on me. I should feel happy but at the same time.. it terrified me.

"Why are you sweating?" Jaehyun grabbed his handkerchief and immediately wiped my face. I felt it. I'm really sweating bullets for no reason.

Hanggang pagpasok sa kotse ay wala akong imik. Just quietly staring at his phone, not wanting to open it or read something inside it. "Don't you trust me?"

I quickly faced him, "Of course, I do."

"Then why are you not checking it? It's killing me to hide that so I need you to stop it.. because I couldn't stop it." Mahina niyang sabi.

Kinagat ko ang labi at binuksan na lang ang phone. What's happening today was really bothering him. Ano bang meron dito at sobrang pilit niya sa akin na basahin o tingnan?

"Will I get mad if I read something in here?" I asked.

"It's up to you. But I want to say that I replied to her messages because I don't want to be rude.."

"Her?" Babae? May kausap siyang babae? Sino?

He nod his head, "I thought she's just asking you to me so I have no choice but to answer her. Turns out, I can smell something bad on her messages."
Hindi ko na pinakinggan ang sinasabi niya at mabilis na nagpunta sa messenger. My breathing is hitching due to what I heard from him.

I waited for it to finally reveal the names, the first thing I saw was mine. But under it... there's Ces' account.

"Ces?" Hindi ko mapigilan na tanungin sa kaniya. Phil was right. My guts was right. I knew Ces was doing something wrong, because if not, why spend time more on phone than to be with us?

I saw how he ticked his jaw on me, "Kept saying I'm your boyfriend but she's not stopping.." He glanced on me. "I'm sorry.."

Why would he feel sorry? Did he flirt her back? That's why he's asking for apologies now?

Hinigit ko ang hininga sa nakikita. I scrolled it up so makikita ko ang paunang chat ni Ces sa kaniya. It was just her, asking how is he.

Puno na ng luha ang mata ko kahit nasa kalahati pa lang ako. Jaehyun's not showing any emotions in his replies, it was all cold replies yet my best friend still forcing him to talk about himself.

So what's with her apologies after that day? It was all fake? Hindi lahat sincere ang mga sinabi niya? Hindi naman ako nagkulang na sabihin na siya ang boyfriend ko, hindi si Mark.

But why...

"I never engaged myself on her because business is pulling me up and I don't want to cheat.." He asked when he pulled over. "I don't want to break your heart and trust, doll."

Mabilis kong pinalis ang mga luha sa mata ko. Nawala lahat ng nararamdaman ko sa kaniya, napalitan ng galit. Hindi ko nakita na mangyayari 'to.

Tinuring ko siyang kaibigan na mapupunta na sa pagiging kapatid. I never knew that she could forget everything between us just for a man. Hindi talaga ako makapaniwala.

Binalik ko sa kaniya ang phone, hindi ako galit sa kaniya. Totoo naman ang sinasabi niya na hindi niya pinapansin ang chats ni Ces.

Bilang lang sa daliri lahat ng naging reply niya. Ces was the only one who's eager to get him from me. "Block her and her account on your phone."

I will never ever force Jaehyun to delete his account. That account had been with him for almost a decade, even if he's not that too user of the app, there's still some business people that he's engaging.