Change of Heart

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 **** First off Happy New Year! 

Second off please check out my home girl @_xokeon 's story "The Guy Next Door" it's an Aug fan fic. 

And it really is a wonderful story. It is so hard for me to read high-school Aug fan fic stories, mainly because I'm older and it just seems so elementary to me. But her's is really a beautifully, funny, entertaining story. That feels like how I felt in high-school. Here's the link. Show her some support, she deserves a lot more readers!

http://www.wattpad.com/81195960-the-guy-next-door-chapter-13?utm_source=web&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&ref_id=26315705

AMBER P.O.V. –

It has been almost a week and a half since Aug’s been gone, and I have to admit for me, it was extremely hard. I complain all the time about how closely he sleeps on me, but honestly, now I miss it.

It takes an hour for me just to get comfortable, and when I do, I still can’t fall asleep. I am so used to us falling asleep together. No matter how late I’m up with the kids, he would wait up for me to go to sleep.

He was extremely clingy, I know. And I had intended to have a conversation with him about that, but now, I don’t want to anymore. I miss my Mr. Clingy.

And it was much harder for me to go to sleep tonight, because I hadn’t talk to him any today except this morning. I sent him a text before I laid down telling him to call me, and he simply replied – I am.

My mind went in a million directions. What could he possibly be doing where he couldn’t call me right now? He’s not that damn busy. And if he’s rekindling anything with any chick from his Nola past best believe me and my kids will be on that young I-10 by 10. Contradictory I know, but its how I feel.

I stayed up waiting for him to call and he didn’t. I told myself to just go to sleep and deal with him in the morning. I closed my eyes and although it was rough getting to sleep, I eased into it as I fell into this dream about him.

I dreamt that he was intertwined with me as he usually was. It was soooooo real. I could feel his warm skin against mine. I could smell his cologne. Nothing happened in the dream really, it was just him sleeping next to me.

I turned around, which was a little bit difficult. This dream was getting a little too real, because it felt like how it would feel if I was trying to turn and he was all on me.  I eventually succeeded however and my head hit something hard.

I felt whatever it was in the darkness and it felt like a face. I quickly jumped off the bed and turned on the light.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”

“Why you screaming?” Aug squinted his eyes to avoid the bright light. “Turn off the light.”

“What are you doing here August?”

He turned on his back and put his arm over his eyes.

“August.”

“Whaaaaatttt?” He whined and scratched his bare stomach.

“When did you get here?”

He laid there unresponsive, drifting in and out of sleep.

“When did you get here August?” I got back on the bed and lightly tapped him.

He sighed. “Babe can you turn off the light so I can go to sleep?”

My door creaked open O stuck his head in.

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