Dark Paradise

Chapter 29

~I want someone who will sit on a rooftop with me at 2 in the morning and will tell me there favorite songs and their family problems and how they think the world was made

"Hey you wanna do something new fun?" I asked harry. We've been lying here on the bed for about an hour now and I was bored.
"Define what you want to do as fun?" Harry asked sitting up.
"Have you ever seen the sun set on a roof top of a grand mansion in Mexico?" I asked.
"No I have not." Harry answered.
"Well then mr.styles today is your lucky day now isn't it. Follow me." I told him. I led him through thee little passage way that leads to the roof I used to sneak out here all the time when I was younger. Another good memory I had with this place.
We tried to stay as quite as we could while we ran out to the roof. But it was hard to contain our laughter.
"Beautiful right?" I asked as we sat down on the edge of the roof, our feet hanging off swinging back and forth.
"Yea, but I've seen better." Harry said staring at me.
"Will you ever not make me blush?" I asked blushing.
"Hopefully not." He said taking my hand in his.
"What's your favorite song?" I asked him keeping my eyes on the sky.
"That's hard, I like a lot of songs. I can't choose. But Ed Sheeran makes some really sick songs."He answered.
"I like a lot of music too, but my favorite would be Demi Lovato." I answered.
"What are scared off?" Harry asked.
I pondered on the question for a bit, there was a lot to he scared off. Life all together is one scary thing.
"I'm scared of everything, I'm scared off what I might see. You know like when you see something that breaks you literally. I'm scared of what I might do, I'm not scared of my decisions effecting me, but hurting others. But I'm also scared of screwing up this, what we have. Because believe it or not, I love what we have, this is something that I will never regret some day. And I'm scared of messing up, of you not being here some day. Because I fall for you everyday even more, if that's possible." I finish off, getting it off my chest. Next thing I know harry smashed his lip on mine, he pushes me down so he can get on top and kisses me like this was his last chance to do so. His one hand holding my left side of the face and his other gripping on to my hip.
Hesitantly his lips leave mine but he rests his forehead on mine, his breathing heavy. I rested my hands on his chest.
"I'm scared to baby, I'm not good at relationships, I always manage to find flaws sometimes in others, but mainly on myself. I foretell the ending and then go cause it myself so I won't be as heart broken and then I just end up alone. Well with you I see no ending, because we're infinite. I know we are. Because what we have is special." Harry breathed out before pulling me back to his lips. His kiss was urgent but full of passion and this fire was new to me.
He rolled us over so that I was on top straddling his waist, my hands reached up and grabbed on to his hair. His hands gripped on to my waist.
We would break apart for a few seconds but soon we'd be attached back to each-others faces. His hand would occasionally go lower and grab on tightly to my ass, causing me gasp each time.
"Harry." I gasped. "I don't think my grandfather would appreciate us having sex on his roof." I mumbled against his lips. He pecked my lips one last time before pulling away but kept me on his lap.
"I'd hate to get on his bad side." Harry said chuckling.
"I think he likes you. You make me happy and that makes him happy." I said. I pecked the side of his neck causing him to chuckle.
"Speaking about your grandfather liking me. Ummm I'd like you to meet my mother. I mean unless it's too soon. We can wait. I don't know I thought it'd be nice." He said mumbling.
"I would love to meet your mother." I said holding his hand and giving him a reassuring smile.
"Good cos I'm sure that she'll love you." Harry said kissing my cheek.
"And I'm sure I'll love her too. I mean she did create a wonderful son." I said.
For the rest of the afternoon we sat there until the sun went down talking about nothing and just spilling little secrets about each other. It was one of those simple moments in life that you just find yourself enjoying so much even if it's something so simple and easy.