Manan ff:Reason Behind My Existence

Chapter 55

Hello, my loves... 😌😌
How are you guys doing nowadays?  Long time, no see. No?? 😉😅

Sorry sorry 🙇‍♀️... I had my exams going for the last whole month. Trust me, when I say this, that I didn't have time to breathe. We have our midterm exams and at the next day after out midterm ended, we were told that we would be having our endterm exams within less than a weak. Now say, am I exaggerating? 😵😵 Upar se, syllabus ke toh baat hi maat karo ji. InshaAllah, I only know how I literally hammered the pieces of information in my head. 🤕🤕
Sach bolu? Meri to jaan hi nikal gayi this. 😞😞

Chalo koi na, I  am pretty much alive. And I have finally completed the chapter. Phewww.... 😉😉

Now about the chapter, it really took me longer than I expected. I was busy. Yes but rather than that, maybe I am very much mentally drained and I actually feel how Nandini is feeling and honestly, that's really tiring as well as kinda depressing.  May be its just me. May be I feel a little too much. Since last some days, I am having panic attacks. Do you know how does it feel when all the air is sucked out of your chest? You feel nothing but hollow, a big and deep hollow. But there is a weight of a mountain on your chest, which won't let you breath. Moreover,you will see starts in broad daylight. Not a very comfortable feeling to be honest. I know that feeling. I feel that feeling. So, if any of you is feeling nearly a little bit same as these, just know, you are not alone. I am with you. May be not in person, but virtually, Yes. I am always there to give you a tight hug and a shoulder to cry whenever you need. Just know, you are not alone.

Jada depressing ho gaya na?😅😅 Chalo, without further do..

#happyreading

P. S. Moreover, I am really happy that you guys still have any patience left.. Warna, mujhe to laga tha, last cliffhanger ke baad, maar hi na daalon tumlog mujhe to!! 🤯🤯
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"Kya?"

"Manik hasn't returned yet."-Nandini literally shouts.

"Haan haan, I heard that. He must be somewhere. He will be back. Don't worry."

"You know, where is he?"-Nandini asks without paying much attention to the 'don't worry' part.

"......."

"Cabir?"

"No. I don't know."

"Then please find out."

"Aree Nandu, why are you being so restless? I told you na, kahi gaya hoga, he will be back."

After some pause, Nandini says almost inaudibly-"I don't feel right Cabir, please find out where is he."

Cabir sighs-"Ok. But first, you need to calm down and listen to me."

"I can't calm down Cabir. Why isn't he home yet?"- Nandini can't hide the panic in her voice.

"But he left in the afternoon only."-Cabir tries to reason out, remembering their last meet at the court.

"Where did he go?"

"He said he was going home to meet you."

"Me? Bu..but he didn't come and moreover I wasn't home at that time. I went outside and returned at the evening."

"Maybe he came back and then left before you returned. Did you ask Maria Aunty?"

"I did. She too said that he hadn't come. Please Cabir, do something."