Manan ff:Reason Behind My Existence

Chapter 58

Hello, my lovely readers...

Hope you all are doing well.

Now, before starting the chapter, I have some statements to make. (Damm, that sounds weird 🤔😅, but you know what, just get the idea 😅😅)

Well, I have been working on this chapter for a very long time and it's taking me a lot more time and effort than I thought it would.

Generally, when it comes to writing chapters, I am very much picky. I don't publish the update until and unless I am not satisfied with it.
Wo kehte hai na, ki "You are the worst critic of your own self", well, that's me.

Now let me give you some idea of how I write. First I write the bits here n there and form the structure then I feel out the gaps and lastly, I work on detailing and stuff. Forming the structure is easy because I know what I want in my head. What's not easy is filling up the gaps and detailing is the toughest, as I want my story as realistic as it can be.

In this case, I have the structure in my mind. I have that written down but I was not happy with the rest. Each time I keep writing, I end up thinking it's not up to the mark. Till now, I have changed the chapter at least 7-8 times, if not more. And I am not fully satisfied with any of it.

Now, I know what you would say, that don't be hard on yourself. And I get you but writing is my passion and you guys wait so dearly for this, how can I present something with which I am not satisfied myself? It's not fair to you guys either.

Before I wanted to give you guys the longer update (it was around 11k words+), but now I am cutting the chapter into parts (don't get dishearten. This is not smaller either, trust me 😉😊)

Here, I am publishing the first part. The rest will follow when it will be ready to be presented, which I am assuming soon (touchwood 🤒).

In other words, I tried my best not to sound biased, monotonous, partial or just plain descriptive.
I don't know whether I succeed or not. I will let you guys decide.

P. S. I can use some lagal guidance regarding my story so if any of you can help me, then it would be really helpful. So thank you 😁😊

Chalo bohot baatein ho gai..😁😁Now without further due, let's get started.

#happyreading..

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Same day... About half an hour after they informed Navya... St. Angels' Hospital... Mumbai ...

The time isn't just passing by. A minute feels like a whole hour.

FAB 5 and Muskaan are all present in the same hospital room, all silent and sick worried.

You know, all those times, you want to do something to make the situation better anyhow but can't do anything rather than just sit and watch? This is the feeling they are experiencing right now.

They sit on a spot but can't keep sitting there because they are too restless. They stand but soon start to passing around because they are so anxious. They all are a big hot mess. The anxiety and the restlessness keep them on their toes this whole time.

The exception is Manik. While everyone is just passing here and there restlessly, he has been sitting on the bed since they got the call, unmoving, all silent, looking at the floor without blinking an eye.

If the time and situation were different, the others would never let him sit like that but now, each and everyone is pissed off by him. It took a lot of effort from them to control themselves and not lash out at him. And Manik knows that very well.