I woke up stayed in bed not wanting to get a whole lecture from everyone
K: skye
I closed my eyes
(I was facing the wall
He came over to me and shook me
K: skye wake up
I fake woke up
K: come upstairs
I got up and walked with him upstairs into the living room where everyone was sitting down. I walked over and sat on the couch
G: why
I didn't answer
G: I'm asking you a question
S: idk
J: how don't you know
S: Jaden stop talking you do it to
J: yeah and I'm 17
S: and I'm 15
G: yeah to young
I scaffold and leaned back onto the couch looking up at the ceiling
G: after I told you to not go out. How did you even get the stuff your to young
~I wonder how death fells like probably much better then this
G: skye are you listening
I stood up
S: no not really
I walked to the kitchen
G: skye get back here right now
S: I'm good
I grabbed a apple and I walked out the kitchen and went to the door
G: step out that door and your in trouble even more
I smiled and opened the door. I looked back at everyone and the all were just staring at me with disappointment or gave me a death glare. I stepped out and closed the door. I sat on the step and took a bit of my apple. Then Kio came out. He sat beside me
K: you need to listen to griffin skye
I stayed quiet
K: one day your going to get in a situation and he's not going to be able to help you. He loves you. He's trying to get you on the right track you can't keep doing these things
S: thanks but I don't need anyone's help
I stood up and walked back inside and threw the rest of the apple away. I was about to go back to my room but josh stopped me he nodded toward the couch. I threw my head back and walked to the couch. I sat down in the same position as before
G: give me your phone
I got my phone out my pocket and gave it to him.
G: thank you
G: why are you acting like this
I shrugged
G: there has to be a reason you don't just got out and get drunk
S: can you like hurry I'm trying to get back to my room
G: stop playing around
G: were did you get the stuff
S: idk
B: skye you can't be doing this your 15 years old your not 21
S: yeah yeah can I go
G: no were not done
S: I'm going
I got out and went to my room. I locked the door and opened the window. I went to the jar and got the lighter. I lit one and smocked it. Half way threw there was a knock on the door
S: yeah
A: what are you doing
S: chilling u
A: why dose it smell like weed
S: idk
A: skye open the door
S: I'm good
a minute later the door was busted down with all the boys right there.
G: what are you doing
S: idk
He sniffed around
G: give me the lighter and the weed
S: what
J: that's were my lighter went
G: give it to me
S: I don't know we're it is
Jaden looked around and looked at the jar
~ I should've hid it
He walked over to it and took out the lighter and the blunt. He gave the blunt to griffin and kept the lighter
G: give it
S: what
G: that
He pointed at the blunt in my hand. I gave it to him. And the left the room except josh
S: I can trust you right
Jh: yeah
S: ok
I get over to a book I have and opened it. I cut a hole threw the pages so it could hold some stuff in it I had another blunt and lighter in there. I took it out and went back over to the window
Jh: what the fuck
He grabbed it out of my hands
S; why'd you do that
Jh: I'm not letting you smoke
S: ugh
I groaned and fell into the pillow. Soon griffin came back in
G: did she try anything
He gave him the other thing
G: really skye how much more
S: that's it
Then josh left
G: skye why are you being like this you never done anything like this.
S: I felt like it, idk
G: you need to start thinking
S: just get out ok I already got a speech
G: don't tell me to get out
S: well I don't want another speech
He got up and went to his room slamming the door.
Lunch time
Anthony called me up for lunch when I got up there every one looked at me
S: what
G: drop it
^ if your don't know what he meant he meant drop the attitude. That's what my mom says
I sit down and josh gave me a plate
B: you still haven't told us wh-
S: idk why I did it. It's over with you can't do anything about it so just shut the fuck up about it.
I yelled
G: don't yell
S: well I told you all a thousand times i don't know why I did it and you keep on asking so if you just stop asking I wouldn't yell
J: your too young
S: you act like I'm the only fucked up one here I know god damn well y'all have done some stupid shit so just be quiet and stop bringing it up cus I don't have a answer
G: go to your room
S: gladly
I got out my chair and went to my room. When I got there I really wanted to punch or slam something. I looked at my door and it wasn't there since it got knocked down. I slammed the bathroom door. I still wanted to do something so I punched the wall and went straight in it. There was a hole in the wall. I smiled at my work and just sat down with my back on the wall. Soon Bryce came down
B: yo-did you do that
He said pointing at the hole
S: you like it
B: you can't b- never mind but your fist a bleeding
S: cool
B: what's going on
He said sitting beside me
S: nothing
B: you can talk to me
S: ok but nothing is wrong so just leave
B: ok
The rest of the day I stayed in my room and Anthony brought me some food but I didn't eat and I fell asleep
Dang
All I have to say
