A Bad Girl's Weakness

Introduction

Loving myself isn't a choice, it's a must.

Arianna Shaznei Villanueva, 16

Tumunog ang alarm clock ko, hudyat na kailangan ng bumangon at pumasok sa school. Unang araw ng 10th grade ngayon at balita ko maraming bagong studyante and guess what? wala akong pake. Same school, wala akong balak lumipat sa iba dahil nandito ang mga kaibigan ko wala lang sa tingin ko paglumipat ako walang makakaintindi sa ugali ko.

Bumangon na ako sa higaan ko at pumasok na sa banyo para maligo. Inagahan ko ang pasok ko dahil unang araw ng klase ngayon at wag kayong magalala ngayon lang ito, malapit rin naman kasi ang bahay namin sa school ganoon din si Venice, kaibigan ko.

Nakatapos na akong maligo at nagbihis na ng uniform at nagsapatos na rin. kinulot ko ang buhok ko sa dulo at nagspray ng setting spray saka nagpabango at naglagay ng lip gloss.

Bumaba na ako sa kusina para kumain at nakita ko rin nandoon na sila Mom at Dad.

"o anak, eat your breakfast" dad pointed at the plate.

"do great at school, Shazy" mom said and smiled.

"of course" maikling sabi ko.

"gusto mo bang sumabay saakin?" my dad asked.

"no need, sabay na kami ni Venice" I said coldly.

"okay, take care" he said.

"hindi ka pa ba late?" my mom asked.

I looked at my watch and saw the time. It was already 6 in the morning. It's Monday today so we need to attend the flag ceremony and we need to be there by 6:15 sharp.

"sht! I need to go" sabi ko at saka tumayo para kuhanin ang bag ko.

Nakita ko sa labas ng bahay si Venice and we usually take tricycle to go to school. Pumara kami ng tricycle at saka sumakay doon, ngumuya ako ng gum saka kumuha ng earphone.

"balita ko may bagong pogi daw mamaya" Venice looked excited.

"wala akong pake" I said casually, not looking at her.

"wala akong pake" she mocked me.

Nakarating na kami at umikot kami sa likod ng school at pumasok sa emergency door para hindi malistang late. Pumila kami sa row ng section namin dahil hindi naman nagpapalit palit ang sections namin. Nakita ko ang isa sa mga kaklase namin na may hawak na sign ng '10-Scottlyn' kaya naglakad ako palapit doon at sinundan ako ni Venice.

Merong akong bunch of friends and we're quite popular, also known as bad girls/bad boys but we don't bully, harm or play with people's heart. Ganoon lang ang tawag saamin dahil sa ugali namin or let's say ugali ko. We're quite savage and we're that kind of persons you don't want to mess with.

But the real deal were Ashika, Megan, Carli and Blake. They are on the other section, gladly. They're known for hurting and bullying people, they have also broken everyone's heart. I don't even know why they're still here. Meron din silang isa pang kaibigan and that's Grey, my ex. He's not here anymore, he has been kicked out about a year ago because he failed his class. We broke up because he played with me and also one of the reasons I became cold hearted.

         ~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~

"Love! Grey! we can work this out! ayusin natin to please" I plead.

"no, tama na. Ayoko na sayo, I already found someone better" he said a looked at me intensely.

"so I'm not enough?" I asked shamelessly.