Always here (Casualty)

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Charlee got to work and walked into the staffroom and smiled as she saw Ella. Charlee smiled as Ella looked to her "your in early" Ella said as charlee smiled

"Iain is at counselling so I am waiting for him, he has been finding it hard excepting what happened to me, he blames himself and he's been off but I talked to him and he's agreed to go as we don't want what happened to me ruin us, as I love Iain and he means everything to me and what happened to me. It almost destroyed me and it almost destroyed Iain and I just want us to move on and be happy and Iain wants us to be together and be happy and he wants us maybe try for a baby but I'm not ready, I told him to get the help that he needs. He blames himself" charlee said as Ella looked to her and smiled

"you need some time to be together and Iain will be okay, he just needs to talk. He needs to talk abut how he is feeling, he is your girlfriend and he felt as if he couldn't protect you but I do know that you and Iain are going to be okay" Ella said as charlee looked to her and smiled knowing that she was right

***

Charlee walked into the ambulance bay and smiled as she saw Iain. She walked over to him and hugged him and smiled as she leant in and kissed him

"you seem happier, are you oaky? How was counselling?" She asked as he looked to her and smiled

"it was good, I feel more myself with it but my therapist wants toy to come and talk over what happened if you can. I mean I know it's a lot to talk but I think it could help, help us both what do you think?" Iain asked as charlee looked to him and smiled as she walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and smiled as she pulled him close and kissed him

"I think that the thought of it terrified me but I also think what have I got to loose, sure, I'll come with you" she said as he looked to her and smiled

"thank you" he said as he leant in and kissed her

"You don't need to thank me iain, this is for you and for us as I was raped, I struggled with it and it was hard but I love you and I'm here and it's all going to be okay as I know that we will get through this together" she said as he pulled her close and kissed her.

She kissed him back and smiled into the kiss as he pulled her close as he picked her up and carried her into the ambulance break room as he dropped her onto the sofa.

She smirked to herself stripped ff as he got between her legs and pushed into her causing her to moan as he started to move in and out of her.

Charlee dug her nails into his back and moaned as she felt herself get close as he leant in and kissed her

"I love you" Iain said as she smirked

"I love you too" charlee said

***

Charlee stood in the Ed and smiled as she saw Connie and smiled

"how are you?" Connie asked as charlee smiled

"I'm okay mum"

"I know and you will get through it but you need to remember that what happened to you doesn't define you" Connie said as charlee looked to her and smiled realising she was right.