want you back. [𝚍𝚓𝚜]

f͓̽i͓̽v͓̽e͓̽. s͓̽h͓̽o͓̽u͓̽l͓̽d͓̽n͓̽'t͓̽ o͓̽f͓̽ t͓̽r͓̽u͓̽s͓̽t͓̽e͓̽d͓̽ h͓̽i͓̽m͓̽

"think i saw a red flag, bout a couple months back.. should've left it at that."
closure - jack and jack
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✯ january 26, 2020 ✯

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the powerpuff girls 😈💜💅🏼✨
nattie🧚🏼‍♀️
tina👅
lennie❤️

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : GIRL
ima need you to ✨explain✨

tina👅 : i been WAITIN for this one
TURN IT UPPP

lennie❤️ : 😭😭😭
whatcha wanna know?

tina👅 : you were with jack and zach yesterday??

lennie❤️ : yes
they asked me to meet with them

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : what happened?

lennie❤️ : basically they explained why they did what they did and told me how much they missed me and how things weren't the same without me around

tina👅 : they aren't

lennie❤️ : 😔😔💔

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : did you forgive them?

tina👅 : are y'all bestfriends again??

lennie❤️ : yeah i forgave them
idk about bestfriends , but ig we're working on it

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : so what was their reason behind pretending you didn't exist for a whole year?

tina👅 : natalia ..

lennie❤️ : they said they didn't want to make it seem like they were choosing sides but in the end it seemed like that anyway and they feel terrible

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : well how do YOU feel?

lennie❤️ : i mean i'm okay. like i get it
daniel was there bestfriend way before they were mine, so i cant really be mad

tina👅 : yes you can :(
i knew daniel way before i knew you but i still kept in contact with you and made sure you knew that just because the two of you broke up didn't mean i was going to stop being your friend

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : period queen you tell em
eleanor, it's okay to be upset with them. daniel wasn't the only one who hurt you

lennie❤️ : i know
but i'm not one to hold a grudge

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : so does that mean you're gonna forgive daniel?

tina👅 : ion know bout all that

lennie❤️ : def not.
like of course i miss him and i still love him, but he cheated on me. he got with another girl that was not me. that's not something i can just move on from

tina👅 : he really does love you, ellie

lennie❤️ : clearly not enough.
i saw the red flags and i still decided to give him the benefit of the doubt. i shouldn't of trusted him. THATS on ME.

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : it's not on you babygirl
you loved him... that's not on you.

tina👅 : none of this is your fault :(

nattie🧚🏼‍♀️ : we love you, lennie.
we're always here for you

lennie❤️ : love you girls

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just a lil filler chapter 🙂