I love you

Chapter 15

Olivia's POV

We get in the car and Ryder starts driving back to my house. I rant for about 20 minutes on how I told Zane not to hurt you and that he's a dick and that all guys suck and can die. Ryder is quietly driving I guess he doesn't want to say something.

Maybe he's afraid I'll flip out and yell at him. I mean I am fuming with rage. Like if I was a cartoon character steam would be coming out of my ears.

"Liv calm down I'm fine I kinda expected it I mean what football player plays golf. He kept saying he was going to play golf and after a couple of times him playing "golf" I found out he was with the red head."

I roll my eyes and ball my hands into fists. "He is su-such a bad lier. God wh-who the hell plays go-golf that's like him s-saying he's going to the gym a-and then com-coming home 20 minutes l-later."

"Exactly" Abby says agreeing with me. I continue ranting and yelling about how guys suck. After a while Ryder interrupts me. "So do you still want to get food or should I just drive to your house."

"I want f-food." I say a lot angrier then I meant to. "What do you-you want Abby." "Burger King I want a bacon burger and fries." I nod "I'll ge-get that as well." Ryder nods and continues driver.

After a little I talk "Can I g-get a chocolate milkshake pl-please." He nods "of course you can. You can get anything you want."

I smile and lean across the seat. I kiss his cheek. "Thank y-you." "You're welcome Angel." Well at least he's not upset that I said all guys suck and that they can die. He pulls into a Burger King. "Are we going in or going through the drive through." He asks and I look at Abby.

"I wanna go inside." She says and he nods. "Ok" he says as he climb out of the car. I wait as he walks around to the passenger side door. He opens my door and I climb out.

We walk inside and there's a group of teenage guys at a table. Then there's a lot of older people. Some are men and woman in their late 20's early 30's with kids. There's a group of older guys their all about 40 and then a group of woman that are at least 35. I gulp and move closer to Ryder so I'm basically right next to him.

He wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me towards him. "What's wrong?" I look around and then look at him. "Th-there's a lot of pe-people here." He nods "it's a fast food restaurant Angel of course there will be a lot of people." I nod and sigh.

"I get anxious especially ar-around older people I-I'm normally not a-as anxious and w-worried around teen-teenagers and kids." Ryder pulls me closer to him and kisses the side of my head. "It's ok Angel no one will hurt you and nobody is judging you."

"How do-do you know th-that can you re-read their minds." "Well no but...." I cut him off. "Then do-don't say they aren't ju-judging me cause you d-don't know what they-they're thinking." He sighs "you know for a shy girl you're really bossy right now."

I blush and look at the ground "I-I'm sorry." He smiles and shakes his head. We get our food and sit at a table. I'm asking Abby about what school she's going to. but she's starring at something.

"Abby." I say louder then I meant and she jumps. "What" I pout "you're n-not listening to me." She sighs "I'm sorry I was just looking at something. Anyways what were you talking about." I roll my eyes "Are you go-going to go to sch-school with me and my brother o-or are you doing online sch-school."

"I was going to do online school but if guys at your school look like that..." she stops and points to somewhere. I look and she's pointing to the table of teenage guys. "If the guys at your school look like that then I'm definitely going to your school."

I roll my eyes "Abs you came here b-because you're boyfriend ch-cheated on you why ar-are you looking at g-guys." She smiles "because I may be heartbroken but who says I can't have fun." She says and winks at me. I look at her confused.

Ryder sighs "She's talking about having 1 night stands with guys." I nod "I know that b-but why?" He chuckles "because it's fun and there's no feelings involved." I drink some of my milkshake.

"I don't have 1 ni-night stands and I have lo-lots of fun. Especially wi-with the guys." Abby chokes on her soda. "Via your boyfriend is next to you." She says shocked and I look at her confused. "So."

Ryder laughs "she thinks you mean the guys are your side dudes that you fuck." I scrunch my nose "ewww Abby." She smiles and shrugs. "Well what did you mean." I roll my eyes "the guys are my brothers and Dean's friends which are basically my brothers." She nods "so your guy friends."

I nod and Abby looks over at Ryder. "You let her have guy friends." She says a little shocked and he shrugs "I'm not happy about it but she's known them for a while and I believe her when she says they're just friends. Besides I told her no more guy friends." She nods and looks at me.

"No fair you got one of the good ones." I blush and look at my lap. "We should hu-hurry up or my bro-brothers will kill me." I say as I stand up and grab my trash. I throw it out and everyone is looking at me. I blush and look at the ground. I get back to the table and Abby grabs my arm.

She pulls me towards her. "Ummm sweetie do you have a pad or tampon with you." She whispers and I shake my head. "No but if yo-you need any I-I have stuff at ho-home." She shakes her head "it isn't for me."

I look at her confused and she sighs "you have a blood stain on your pants." She whispers and my whole face goes red. "Oh god th-that's why ev-everyone was starring at m-me." She nods and my face somehow gets darker.

I hide my face in my hands. "Hey it's ok I'll give you my jacket to put around your waist and you can wear it until you get home." She whispers and I shake my head "no cause th-then you'll be cold." She shakes her head. "No I won't be." I nod "it's November and cold outside."

She smiles "you're leather jacket." I shake my head. "If I tie i-it around my waist it-it'll make creases where I ti-tie it." She sighs "ohhh you're boyfriend." I shake my head "no he's going to be grossed out." She rolls her eyes "every woman gets their period it's a natural thing." I sigh and shake my head.

"Ok are you 2 ready." I hear Ryder say. I quickly turn around and put my hands behind my back hoping it's covering the blood stain. "Are you ok?" Ryder asks and I nod "I-I'm fine w-why wouldn't I-I be." He looks at me "you know you can tell me anything right." He says as we walk outside.

I nod and climb in the car. Stupid period shouldn't have came for another 2 days. I buckle in and he starts to drive. I turn on my music. Abby sings and I sing a few songs.

We pull up to the house and I climb out of the car. I grab my phone and see a red stain on the passenger seat. Just my luck. I blush and quickly close the door. "Let's g-go inside. You sh-should go first." I say to Ryder and push him towards the door.

We walk in "I'm going t-to get changed in-into comfy clothes I-I'll be right back y-you should go i1in the living room a-and say hi to everyone." I quickly say and push Ryder towards the living room.

I run up the steps and Abby comes in my room shortly after I do. "What happened you're freaking out why are you freaking out." I look at her "I-I got blood on the seat I-I didn't mean to it just ha-happened. He's going to be m-mad. He's going t-to be so mad I-I ruined his seat."

She shakes her head. "What you need to do is tell him and we need to clean it up as soon as possible if it dries it'll be a lot harder to get out. We need hydrogen peroxide and water. We also need paper towels."

I shake my head "I can't t-tell him and I-I need to g-get changed." I jog into the bathroom and she follows me. I take of the stained clothes. I run into my bedroom and put on black sweatpants and a tank top. Abby is sitting on my bed still trying to get me to tell him.