•𝓞𝓝𝓛𝓨 𝓕𝓞𝓡 𝓨𝓞𝓤•||KV

VII

•Tae's pov•

"Tae..bogum committed suicide"
I just couldn't accept the fact..I just thought it was a dream..bogum said he loved me.. hesaid he'll never leave me..no..I just heard something else..he loves me..he din't die.. he'll come back to me!.. right?... millions thought passed through me until I ws disturbed by the nurse who asked me to pay the payment..
"Tae...!!"
"Ah!..ah hyung..I was busy buying the medicine so I was not able to hear you..so can you repeat?"
"...B-bogum commited suicide in the crew camp..his father went to see his body..he left today early morning..tae..Tae are you still in the li---"

That's when I had my first attack..

I felt numb. I don’t know what to do. The absence of my warmth I felt after my father faded away , a hollowness I first felt when I heard joongki hyung said 'bogum commited sucide'..my world stopped spinning..my breathing became heavy..I felt like a tornado hit me..my vision became blurry.. How long had he been a part of my world? How had my life been before he stepped into it? All I can think is that I am losing him all over , except that I already lost him.

I was hospitalized for a week and when I returned home..I felt lifeless..I would sit in my couch and stare at the blank wall..jimin came to comfort me but it didn't work...with all these stress I was worried about my father..my only life line..my only hope.

I saw my father walking past me in a wrinkled blue shirt and unshaved white beard piping out face..he was messily dressed and was not like my father who is very handsome in his own way.. after my mother died when she gave birth to me..I never felt like I missed my mother's love.. because my father who's an alpha took care of me and his business..he was like a friend to me..he was there with me in all my good times and bad times..

"Appa..can you come here for a sec?" I said in a low voice but loud enough for him to hear..he came to me and crouched in front of me holding my hand

(The living room)

"Why do you look like this?..you didn't shave your beard..trim your hair.. what's wrong with you..?I don't like the way you look!"
"Even I don't like you.. always having a blank expression.. doesn't suit you at all..have I ever asked you..tsk..I'm feeling tired I'm going to my roo--"he tried to get up but luckily I held his hand and stopped him
"Appa tell what is your problem?"
"...just what every father would say or..can tell emotionally blackmailing you..!" He bitterly chuckled at his own words.
"App--"
"Tae..have I ever asked you anything till now..hm?..as a father I will ask you one thing will you give me?"
I nodded my head
"Will you get married?" He said and lowered his head
"Shave your beard I-I'll get married.." I tried to say without breaking my voice
"What!?" I saw the happiness in his face..I always love to see him smile.
"Shave your beard I'll get married" I said and showed him my Boxy smile.
And slowly without my smile fading away..and trying hard to let go of my tears which asked me to let go..my heart and mind fighting with each other..and slowly possessing the words which left my mouth I removed the ring which bogum gave me. And got married to an unknown alpha..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIMMY 💜💜💜💜