Pretty Girl ~ xxxtentacion

3

1 month later
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I made it to school. I was late which I was already irritated about and my dad was basically attacking me this morning so I was irritated at that too. I just wasn't in a good mood. I gave the teacher my tardy pass and sat down.

"Hey Y/n" Jarad greeted

"Hey" I returned. They all were having a conversation while we were doing our work. We all finished and had free time. I sat there resting my head in my hand. I was thinking about all the things my dad said to me and I soon became upset.

"What's wrong?" Jahseh questioned

"Nothing. I'm fine" I lied. He nodded his head. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket but I ignored it. Jahseh then lightly kicked my foot under the table. I looked at him. He tapped his phone indicating I should check my phone.

🥴Jahseh🥴
Meet me outside at lunch

I looked at him and nodded my head. He then went back to what he was doing.

                            ☠️☠️☠️

It was lunchtime and I didn't feel like eating so I just went outside because Jahseh told me to meet him there. He was standing in front of the school and he looked like he was waiting for me. I went up to him.

"What's wrong Y/n?" He spoke

"Nothing. I already told you that" I said

"Something is upsetting you and it's irking me" he says

"Please tell me.......is it me?" He questioned

"No. Jahseh you have absolutely nothing to do with it" I assured him

"Can you tell me? You're too pretty to be upset like this" he says

"It's just......I feel like.....I don't know" I said looking away from him because I could feel the water works coming. I was trying my best to blink them back. Jahseh grabbed my hand and took me behind the mobiles mobiles because nobody was ever there.

"Let it out" he spoke. I shook my head.

"It's okay Y/n. I know you're a very strong girl but sometimes even the strongest people need to cry. Don't be scared to cry. Especially around me." He says. He pulled me to his chest. I just let everything out. He rubbed my back. I stopped crying.

"You okay now?" He questioned. I shook my head. He lifted my head up.

"Tell me" he says wiping my tears

"I feel like I'm not good enough or something" I admit

"What do you mean?" He furrowed his eyebrows

"My dad......he just made me feel like I'm not good enough" I say

"What happened?" He asked

"He was making it seem like he had a problem that I look more like my mom than him and he said that I need to be a boxer instead of a dancer" I elaborated

"That's fucked up. He should support you no matter what and if he decided to have a child he should've had a thought that it was gonna look more than the other parent" he says. I agreed.

"You're good enough for me" he smiled. I smiled back at him.

"Thank you Jahseh" I hugged him. He hugged back. We pulled away and he kissed my hand.