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by JahsehLov3R

by JahsehLov3R

I got out the shower and plopped onto my bed. I decided to call Jahseh.

"Wassup baby" he answered

"Whatcha dddoooiiinnn?" I sang

"I'm looking up Taurus astrology" he revealed

"You're not even a Taurus" I giggled

"I know I was thinking about you so I started looking it up" he chuckled. I laughed. He then proceeded to read me facts about Taurus' and we laughed at them because they were accurate.

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"By the way I really am sorry for what I put you through" he apologized

"It's okay Jahseh. I forgive you. Just don't do it again okay" I assured him

"Okay. I won't" he says

"Now let's put it in the past and act like it never happened" I said

"Okay" he agreed

"You okay though?" He questioned

"Like mentally" he added

"No" I admitted. He sighed.

"What's wrong?" He asks

"Well I was in an abusive and toxic relationship and I still wasn't over our breakup" I elaborated

"Oh shit I forgot about that nigga" he says

"Yeah. I'm not really okay mentally but it's not like anyone cares" I shrugged my shoulders

"I care baby. I do" he said giving me butterflies and I smiled to myself.

"Do you do anything that shows that you're not okay?" He questioned

"Well I like to be in my room in the dark, no TV or anything......Ummm sometimes I shower in the dark and I like to walk outside in the rain like I go to the park sometimes and just chill in the rain. My parents just say it's a 'phase'" I listed

"That's definitely out of the ordinary" he says

"I put all that on you" he sighed

"No Jahseh it was Knowledge" I denied

"No it was me too" he says. I gave up trying to deny it. We continued having a deep conversation.

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It started raining and it was about 6:00pm but it started raining so I decided to go to the park and sit in the rain. I sat on the bench with my hood on and my head down. I sat there just thinking. I started to get an uneasy feeling like someone was watching me. I looked up but didn't see anybody. I put my head back down. Before I know it I was being grabbed by my wrist. I looked up and seen a man with a ski mask on his head. I tried to get away was t working. He then picked my in the head which resulted in me getting dizzy. I seen him get tackled before everything went black.......................