Pretty Girl ~ xxxtentacion

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I opened my eyes to see Jahseh looking down at me and he looked worried.

"You okay baby?" He spoke

"My head hurts" I said

"This is why you don't need to be out by yo self. You can't even protect yo self" he says. I sat up.

"I can't protect myself?" I questioned

"No" he responded

"Well I didn't because I kind wanted them to take me" I rolled my eyes

"Why would you want-" I cute him off

"Because I did Jahseh damn.......it's better than being here. I hoped they would've killed me too" I said

"Stop sayin shit like that" he said

"It's better than me killin myself" I shrugged my shoulders

"Y/n stop" he said. I rolled my eyes. He put his hand on my thigh.

"Don't touch me" I pushed his hand off

"So I can't touch you now?" He questioned

"No since I can't protect myself" I say

"You don't need to protect yo self from me" he mean mugged me

"Maybe one day I will. Puttin hands on females is the new thing nowadays. Who says you wouldn't do it too" I rolled my eyes. I wasn't even thinking about how that would make him feel.

"You really think imma put my hands on you?" He asks

"I don't know Jahseh. Will you?" I looked him know the eyes

"No" he furrowed his eyebrows

"I wouldn't even care if you did. I'm used to it anyways" I mumbled

"Stop thinkin imma put my fuckin hands on you" he spat, he grabbed my hand.

"I said don't fuckin touch me" I punched his arm

"Why are you so fuckin pissed?" He questions. I rolled my eyes at him.

"You must've already been in a bad mood cuz there's no way that pissed you off that much" he says

"Can you shut the fuck up" I spoke

"Stop talkin to me like you're fuckin stupid. Don't try me Y/n" he says

"Shut up. You just ruined my whole mood witcho stupid face" I said getting up

"So my face is stupid now?" He questioned. I started walking away. He grabbed my wrist.

"Baby, I didn't mean to piss you off" he says

"I don't care. Stop talking to me" I said. He pulled me back and made me sit on the bench.

"I'm sorry. I didn't think you would get pissed off like that" he apologized

"Okay" I said

"Okay?" He questioned sitting next to me

"Okay" I repeated

"Why you gotta act all petty?" He spoke annoyed

"Shut up. I don't even wanna be with you" I rolled my eyes. I looked in the distance and Jahseh was just quiet. I looked at him and even though we were in the rain, I could tell he was crying. My heart shattered and I realized what I said. I hugged him putting his face in my neck.

"I'm sorry bae I didn't mean it like that. I meant 'I don't wanna be with you right now' not in general. I'm sorry" I hugged him tight. He continued to sob.

"I'm so sorry bae" I apologized again

"I promise I didn't mean it like that" I added. He lifted his face up.

"I'm so sorry" I wiped his tears

"It's okay baby" he sniffles

" Stop crying okay. You're too handsome for that" I continued to wipe his tears. He gave me a small, weak smile. I then kissed his lips softly. I pulled away.

"I really am sorry" I assured him

"It's okay baby" he says. He was looking at my lips. He then leaned in and started kissing me. I kissed back. Our lips moved in sync unto we pulled away. I felt like I was being watched. I looked in that direction and I seen someone dressed in all black quickly disappear.

"You okay?" Jahseh questioned

"Yeah.....I just-yeah" I replied

"Did you see something?" He asks

"No......I- let's just go home" I said standing up

"Baby, what did you see? You're panicking" he says

"I didn't see anything Jahseh" I lied

"I can feel that fear in you. I told you whatever you feel I feel it too" he says

"The rain is getting pretty bad" I made an excuse

"You're not scared of the rain" he says

"Let's just go home please" I pleaded

"Okay" he agreed and we walked home.