the life of a young solo artist, who owns bighit entertainemnt
you see the realities of balancing work , school , life , relationships, mental health and schedules.
i have just been having hectic work days non stop since I got back from the three day shoot with nam Joo hyuk.mostly just performance recordings and rehearsals.I had a few fittings and a few hours spent on school stuff.
But I have been thinking ...a lot
i have formulated my final opinion on enhyphen. the creation of the show was agasint my ideas , advice and orders...but due to specific factors that are out of my control , we ran the show and i dont think the final line up is what i would have created if it was in my control.i hate , with a passion , shows like that . i dont care who runs it or what the good side is , i hate those shoes because of how severe the down sides are.it is extremely important to note that , i went out of my way to ensure each trainee who participated in the show is a step closer to debut. it will be announced next year , but we are looking towards have a japanese group debut and possibly a solo debut. although it will run under a sub company.
i also realised how i would date , if ever. i would date privately and away from the public eye.i absolutely hated the backlash that i gained from dating harry publicly and the breakup. i dont want a repeat of it again.
i also realised that i genuinely think the education system is a scam destined for failure.
i won't waste your time explaining my overthinking and trying to break it down because my brain works too fast for me to even comprehend it and i cant deal with it.
within these past few days , i also have been texting a few friends who i am meant to meet on the 30th onwards. i was going to go see nayeon in the jyp building for an hour or so early in the morning and then hang out with changdong , my latest friend.
30th November 2020 i got up at around 7 am , after sleeping at midnight and got ready . i was picked up at around 8 and driven to the jyp building by 9. i got in and went straight up to the practise room where i saw the twice members rehearsing.i greeted them all and spoke to them briefly as nayeon grabbed her phone and came with me into another dance room.
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she just wanted to talk for a bit because i hadn't seen her in ages. she was hanging out with me during her 20 minute break. we sat for a bit and spoke about gossip and rumours , just having childish fun. she told me about some new idols she heard we dating and i would tell her if its bullshit or likely to be real.
We took a few photos together. But I don't think they will be uploaded on either of our
I put snow back on her leash and picked her up as I left the jyp building via the back exit and got back into the car.I was driven off to my next destination which was a dog park .
It was almost 10:30 am and I saw changdong waiting for me in the park with a dog .I saw him and went up to him , there were a few other dogs and owners here but most of them were middle aged or older.I looked like an outcast.before leaving the car I grabbed a padded coat that fell to below my knees and put it on .
