kpop idol - me

chpt 52) my comeback, bts comeback and the coronavirus.

after i got back from the USA, it was utter chaos in my life.

i had about three weeks of non stop promotions. from performances to youtube releases to social media posts. i was everywhere. 

it was also hoseok hyungs birthday on the 18th of february.i was on FaceTime to him as i watched him open his presents , despite being continents away.just as i did with the other members , i gave him his house key , i had left it in his other gifts , which once he opened the saw the key and was shocked.he was thankful of course and got really emotional and i cried with him too. we spoke for about two hours that day.

whilst they were promoting in the united states and internationally i was trying to save the company.i was having meetings day after day that would often last upto three hours. by now the coronavirus had taken over everything. we were beginning the cancelation process of the tour , but we would prepare to release the merchandise to raise the money for the companies publication. we were also getting ready for the next tour and the next comeback.

the marketing and PR team were a mess, they had never prepared for anything like this at university. they couldnt think of anything. in our meeting i came up with most of the ideas and asked the to research it more for me. we decided to have all the tour films released on youtube and jtbc.as well as reselling most previous merchandise and emptying the warehouses. we also had the break the silence series and my upcoming tour series which we could release in the middle of the crisis .the boundaries were endless , yet so restrictive.

i was meant to go to the fashion weeks but i had to cancel them all in order to stay at the company and keep things moving forward. we also had to completely re plan the festa plans and my anniversary plans for october.

everything was a mess and it wasn't helping that every so often i would trend for no reason ad news portals would mention e for the slightest thing. i haven't seen any of my friend in months , haven't been in the public eye for ages. i have been releasing photos and videos and pre recorded lives whilst i work. yoongi was having his mixtape and the fest song releases needed final look overs. oh and yoongi's music video plan and preparations had completely changed due to his own accord.]

work wise , shit was ruined. i had heard rumours of pleads' ceo and samsungs owner. which was fucked up , i had to have rumours update me on what was going on. seungri and yg were still 'fucker over'. the nth room case had been brought to light , not like it was expected because of how they had tackled previous cyber sex crimes.

everything was falling apart.

as for my personal life...it wasn't even there. to say i have one , is a lie. my grandmother came to live with me during lockdown and my former housekeeper and her song came back to korea in fear of america's broken health system. they were quarantined for 2 weeks and then i got them a home. originally when my housekeeper went to the usa to see her son , it was only temporary and she was to be back and with me by january but after multiple problems rose and she 'yearned for her sons childish demeanour' or whatever that means...she decided to quit. i didn't really mind it too much , just as long as they were safe and healthy.her son was too gradute this year too.seolhyun hasn't seen me since i left for the usa and we barley keep in contact online.

i was literally waking up , working , eating a snack and sleeping.that was it.

19th april 2020

today was a rushed day , we were all preparing for the big meeting tommorow where i was reassigning rose of the executives after i noticed that i couldnt take all of this by myself. it was almost 6pm and jungkook hyung was just sitting in my office on his phone whilst i was typing stuff up.

jungkook: you want to say hello to the group chat?

he pans the camera over to me and i say 'hello' without looking.

me: who is it?

jungkook: the 97 liner group chat.

i nod and continue typing.

his phone rings and he picks it up , i heard four voices.i ignored their call and hastily typed hoping to get home early today.

jungkook: do i have an schedule on april 25?

me: some in the morning, why?

he talks to the phone and ignores me.

me: hyung, why are you asking?

jungkook: i was hoping to go to a club and itaewon with a few friends. do you think it would be okay? they say it is, guys lets listen to eunha she knows best.

i stop typing and i walk over to him.i sit down beside him on the sofa and think for a few moments before answering.

me: umm , well based on the restrictions you can go...but i wouldn't allow it because it is bound for a case to pop up there soon considering all the youth and foreigners who go there.also , you cant forget who you are , especially you hyung , you have the cultural merit award and you made the national video with me...i really dont think you guys should go , maybe in may , it would be better. like mid or late may?

they all go quiet and avoid replying.

me: well , i have a few things to do and a few people to see so could you go and hang out somewhere else . yoongi hyung is in his studio , go talk there or in the bts room.go.

i push him out and go back to my work.

i hope he doesn't do it , dispatch will drag them apart from the truth.