8th january 2020
i was woken up at around 5 am by yoona and the stylist team .they got me dressed and linked with a microphone before i was put into a car and driven to a cinema.i got there and greeted the workers and staff , they opened early for me only , that takes a lot. the camera crew set up to begin the filming as i sat down.
the film began, my film , the concert film
it began off with a few scenes of me performing , i watched and sang along .then it got to the interview sections
i laughed
me: oh my god i am so weak , i could literally perform fine with a broken back , why was i over reacting?
it then cut to some scenes of me flying from country to country and performing , it highlighted how tired i was and then it moved to the next scene
me: oh my god , this is so embarrassing to watch , guys literally the performance after this was an embarrassment and i have never felt so indept to anyone like that before.
i went quiet as i watched the rest of the moment play out and then i teared up by the rest
me: yeah , that was awful...im sorry to everyone who was there , i promise to make my next performance there absolutely perfect.umm...yeah
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