the life of a young solo artist, who owns bighit entertainemnt
you see the realities of balancing work , school , life , relationships, mental health and schedules.
by the time i was home , it was early in the morning. from daegu to here is about 3 hours , not including traffic. on the way here i was listening to music and occasionally getting lost in thought. yoona and david went to their homes and i was dropped off at mine.
because there is always sbs gayo daejun on christmas day , idols tend to hold their celebrations the day after or before.the guards for my house had the day off yesterday and only two were here on patrol , but today there were a few more back to regular activities. the office was closed until the 2nd of January for most staff , who were at home , idols and necessary staff to them could go in though for certain reasons.
today i was meant to stay at home to celebrate christmas. i was meant to record a small video for youtube talking about how i celebrate my christmas.as i entered the house , i saw a small bag that held a camera with instructions on how it works , i already used this camera a few times for other events so i turned it on as soon as i reached my room.
me: hello everyone , i just got back from SBS gayo, it is almost 4am right now , but i don't think i will sleep for another few hours or so.today is meant to be my 'christmas day' , but i have a few things to do, otherwise know as being a coach potatoe. snow is asleep right now , i took her with me to daegu because everyone who normally looks after her is busy at christmas, i will put her in her bed.[moments pass] right now i am in my bedroom , look there is snow asleep. because i am celebrating christmas with you guys, i will go get changed into something nice. you should get changed too!uhhh the theme is comfortably fashionable
i turned off the camera as i went downstairs and got changed into somewhat nicer clothes.
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i walked decided not to wear any jewellery and keep the makeup from last night on, i let my hair down and brought the camera out again when i was in the conversation pit.
me: this is what i am wearing [shows outfit by standing opposite the camera], it is different to what you might usually see from me in public , but i wear whatever i want at home since no one else is here. this two piece is surprisingly comfortable and light weight. Still have yesterdays makeup on , but whatever i dont care. i haven't ate since about 10 hours ago and now i can feel the hunger pain coming along, so i might order something. is anywhere open on christmas day at this time?its nearly 5am now.
i searched on a few apps and noticed everywhere was closed, bruh i want to cry.
me: okay , i will raid the kitchen.
i filmed myself looking everywhere in the kitchen.
me: i found two pomegranates (which i will pick in a minute) a ramen , three strawberry actimel drinks and a bottle of coke.this is embarrassing , but my fridge is pretty much always empty.oh well...
i filmed myself picking the pomegranate's seeds out for about 30 minutes and then making the ramen. once i did that , i took it over to the dining room and sat down.i set the camera up and began eating.
