kpop idol - me

chpt21)shizuoka day1&2[ft. jungkook interview &vogue japan cover shoot]

jungkook pov

i had woken up quite early and was called for an interview for diamonds tour film.

cameraman: do you miss tour?

me: so much , some people will never understand the thrill of tours

cameraman: does diamond enjoy touring?

me: when she isnt on tour , the only thing she talk s about is going on tour. the thing is with diamond, she might not show that she cares, but i can tell that she really worries for her fans. so she hates not seeing them everyone once in a while. she always tries to go out and meet fans , or hold fan meetings, but nothing makes her as happy as tours.even if she injures herself  whilst on tour , she is still happy as she gets to see fans

cameraman: what do you mean by "injuring herself"?

me: so , i am not sure if you saw the video of her jumping into the crowd after that fan fainted at soundcheck, but if you focus on it , you will see that she actually twisted her ankle.and for a few days , she was in pain and couldn't really go out , but she still made time for a few occasions , even though she was in pain...and what amazes me , was that sh e never showed it .at rehearsals , fan meetings , sounchecks , the actual show , you cant tell that she had messed up her ankle. or like , she fainted aonce or twice during  a few of the concerts , but she wouldn't let her body shut down , until she was off stage. even when her grandfather passed away , she still carried on with the tour and acted like everything was normal...when we saw her after the funeral , she didn't even act like she cried , despite the swollen eye and  exhausted face.

cameraman: do you thing diamond remains professional?

me: oh absolutely , i was talking about this with RM hyung before i flew here to watch the  show, diamnond is someone we really look up to , her age compared to her metal age is so different. she is so young g , yet she has a million different business , manages us , txt , herself , her subsidiary's, her estate , other artists safety , our desires and needs ....its madness hor she can do it. but  her being professional, she knows when to act a certain way , she knows what to do and where to do it.something she does which no other artist does , is she manages her own  things . so she goes to all the wardrobe hair and makeup meetings , she says what events she wants to do or what she doesn't 

cameraman:  why do you think she cares so much ?

me: because she wants to prove everyone wrong. when she bought this company , it was in dept and on the verge on bankruptcy . people made fun of her, they spoke badly of her...they people she needed the most left her, her family were in the england ...she was literally here as a student , a student! she bought a bankrupt company  with her own savings   and then built it up. after we debuted and she debuted, from the money she personally made , she went and invested it into estates and stocks . she wouldn't spend money on her self , just so she can garuntee income for us, she once said to me " i am doing this , so that if i fail this , i can still pay employees and artists there wages". i  have seen other companies and CEO's , but none of them compare to her at all

cameraman: does she spend any personal time for herself?

me: haha , i was talking to her about this yesterday . me and the hyungs always get into arguments with her because we think that she needs a break everyone in a while, she says that she will, but she never stops working. always working , producing , investing , managing , re assuring , planning , marketing , studying .she has exams at summer 2020 , and she studies for it... i struggle to do all these things at my age...she is younger and is doing all of that , of course it has its toll.she never has a break too and there are some consequences of that