the life of a young solo artist, who owns bighit entertainemnt
you see the realities of balancing work , school , life , relationships, mental health and schedules.
july was ...interesting. i was trending every other day and for no reason, then the video went viral of me finding act's jaemin's "ice cream" line cute at that award show and rumours started again. my summer package was released and sold out so that was okay. i would have meetings non stop about the IPO and comebacks.then we had i-land continuing to be filmed , but also there was so much controversy and tension around it. i never liked the idea of working with mbc , especially on a show like that after what happened with the whole rigged winners situation of the produce series. but of course everyone else voted for it because of the influx of money it would have.bts went on it , seventeen are about to , our head choreographer is filming in a few weeks and the last episode me, bts and txt will be on it. its just a bit stressful and annoying , but we cannot stop half way. my relatives have been in quarantine over in england as they continue to have the symptoms , they hadn't gotten tested yet but are able to stay at home.
bts are so busy at the moment , they are constantly filming writing recording and planning. we finished dynamite planning and putting it into motion , but now we are just preparing for the new album and all performances. txt are also at the beginning stages of a new album and they each have solo and private activities.
i had a performance on the 29th of july for Tokopedia 11th Anniversary. there were a variety of artists on there too.
14th august 2020.
today is currently the 14th of august 2020.bts' episode with i land is being released today and i am just out and about running after a few errands.from tomorrow onwards there will be a drastic increase in the rate of which content is released.
as for my personal life , i have been spending a lot of time alone. i go shopping every few days just to get my mind off of stuff and stresses in my personal life and so far the media haven't noticed. i just end up going to department stores and buying loads of books and the same perfume over and over again. i also bought a few necklaces from gucci and tiffany and co. but they just needed me to go into the store and pick them up , i haven't really been out with a lot of friends too much, but i stay in contact with them a lot.also , my swimming pool room has been renovated into a massive merchandise room. it has every sing piece of merchandise from me , bts and txt. the old merchandise room has been emptied and cleared into a room for gem content. it has key art pieces that my fans sent me or gifts that they have sent me and pictures from important dates. i even have a massive filing cabinet that holds all the letters that meant a lot for me.
a big project i am working on at the moment is a reality show. bts have in the soop , which is about to be released... and i have a show called " i am home" which has been postponed for filming after what happened with yerin and the weird stalker who set up cameras.but we are planning for cameras to be installed this week so that i can begin filming
august 8th 2020
today was jin's brothers wedding.i was invited and i decided to go.i didnt know what to wear so i just opted for something simple and formal. the gifts i had bought for then were already given prior to today. i had a few schedules and meetings before going to the wedding so i took my outfit into the office and once it was nearly midday i went and got my hair /makeup done and i got changed
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