I woke up to shouting over my bed and party poppers going on
"RAYA GET UPP"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS"
"WAKE UP SLEEPY HEAD"
"Ughhh fuck off please-" I groan loudly covering my head with the duvet.
"Rayaaaaaaa get up!!! You have giftssss"
I finally sit up with my messy hair seeing Ashton, Calum and Michael sitting at the end of my bed with wrapped gifts around the bed but no lu...
"Here ray start with mine" mike hands me his gift and smiles
I laugh lightly and unwrap his gift really expensive paints and pens
"Holy shit mikey these are so expensive-"
"I know but it's something" he feels guilty. He's really trying bless him and I still love him for that
I open Calum then ashton's
Calum's was sweets and plenty of food, ashton's was a Polaroid camera..
"We'll leave you to get ready love hope you like them" I smile and soon I'm alone listening to the silence that filled the house
I hadn't seen luke all morning but he said he had go distance himself for our sake, for Michael.
He wanted love but he still wanted his best friend and band mate. I knew if we were put in a situation where he had to chose he would drop everything for love and leave the boys but I wouldn't let him do that. One, it was his career and two, he needed the boys.. they've known each other for years and saw each other as brothers not just friends
I felt weird knowing I was falling so fucking hard for a 24 year old man.. nothing about this was right but I still felt that connection when I'm around him
When someone mentions his name I get as warm and cozy inside
When I see his smile I feel the butterflies in my stomach.
I felt love.
And that terrified me
But I wasn't going to give up on us, but if I ever had to of course I would.. for his sake
A small knock on my door was heard, a piece of paper appeared from under my door
I smile and go to pick it up reading the handwriting on it
Raya, I know I haven't seen you this morning but don't get ready for bed tonight my gift still awaits. Dress warm and comfortable
See you later ray
Lu xx
Signed off at the end with a messy heart making me smile and wonder what the idiot was planning
I hid the letter under my pillow and got ready for the day
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(Her outfit)
I took my jacket off and pulled out a blank canvas and my paints
I was bored and had nothing better to do so I painted, I put my headphones in and got to painting
I didn't even realise it had gotten dark outside by the time I had finished the painting
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I washed my hands free of paint seeing the scars on my arms making me sigh
I grabbed my jacket throwing it on and waiting for luke
Soon there was a small knock at my door and luke popped his head around smiling at me
" let's go we gotta be quiet" he whispered. I giggled and stood up letting him take my hand to guide me
We managed to get out of the house unseen and now we were driving to an unknown location
"You trust me right?" He spoke after a minute of silence and I nodded not hesitating.
" good we are here.."
I got out of the car into the night seeing a wall and hearing waves crashing
I looked at him and he nodded telling me to go and look
I looked over the wall seeing the waves of the sea crashing under the stars. He stood beside and looked in the same direction
He grabs my hand and smiles, he starts running towards the sea taking his clothes off in the process
"Come on!"
I laugh in disbelief and take off my clothes leaving me in only my underwear and bra, luke only wearing his boxers
He pulls me in the water and throws me in, when I resurface I laugh at the cold feeling and watch him come up for air not long after me
"Holy shit that's cold- fuck-"
"You think?! It's freezing you idiot!" I try to move my legs around to get the feeling back making him laugh and walk closer to me. His chest touching mine, him looking down on me seeing as he was much taller than me
"You look beautiful in the moonlight"
I smile seeing his bright blue eyes catch the light and glisten. He leans closer closing the gap my breath hitches
"Raya..." he whispers before pressing his lips to mine. I didn't pull back instead I kissed back
