ANDREA'S POV
As Tristan leave and close the door of my apartment. The awkwardness between me and Chris overflows.
"Ba--bakit ka nandito?" nauutal kong tanong ko sa kanya.
Alam kong siya ang taong minahal ko noon pa.
Alam kong siya si Zaire.
Alam ko, alam ng puso ko.
Pero paano ko ba sasabihin sa kanya na ako si Amara? Yung babaeng akala niya iniwan siya sa kawalan?
" Checking if you're okay"
" Checking if I'm okay?Bakit?"
" Do I really need to explain? "
" I'm okay, if yan lang kailangan mo pwede ka---"
I did not finish what I am about to say when he suddenly leaned me against the wall.
He places both his hands on the wall and brought his face close to mine.
While staring into my eyes.
" Za--Chris? " mahinang sambit ko habang napapalunok ng sarili kong laway.
" I was wo--worried"
" O--okay na nga ako Chris"
I can already hear my heartbeat.
I try to calm down while staring back at him.
But my heartbeat quickened, even more, when he starts to caress my hair down to my cheek.
" Chris a--ano ban---"
At nangyari na nga ang kaninang nasa utak ko lang.
He pressed a kiss to my lips.
And I dont know why I respond to his kisses.
That's when I realize he was drunk.
" C--chris" I said softly as we continued kissing.
" I miss--I miss you--- I miss you" he whispered
I dont know what is this kind of feeling, but I dont want this moment to end.
Until I notice my arms were already wrapped around his neck.
" C--chris please"
"Mmmm"
" S---stop please"
He was undressing me at that time pleasing him to stop which he did immediately.
" Sorry" I said while fixing myself.
" Mali to Chris, maling mali" sambit ko sabay layo sa kanya.
" I'm sorry A--andrea "
" No, its my fault dapat hindi ako pumatol" natataranta kong sagot ko sa kanya.
Dahan dahan siyang naglakad papalapit sa kin. Hinawakan ang dalawang kamay ko.
" Please don't blame yourself, it's my fault. I was longing for someone I am waiting for so long"
" Longing for some-someone?" I stammered even though I knew he was referring to me.
" I was longing for the woman I truly love--- I was longing for Amara, I really miss her, I miss Amara" naiiyak na sambit niya.
" Pero bakit ako chris? "
" Because I can feel Amara in you"
Hindi ko alam kung alam na niya na ako talaga si Amara o alam na niya pero hinihintay niya lang na aminin ko.
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