The wolf

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Right now....I felt the same way. Everything I did was to keep me and him a secret from my mom and jared. Or to keep HIM safe. I never wanted to lose him. I really did...... Love him. No matter how much I told myself I can't or i didn't..... But I did. I have to admit this now.

After we just stared at each other for a long time we ate and then cleaned up the kitchen. Which took forever. We still were covered in white. I luckily Had both my shirt and shorts on. He only had jean shoes on.

We got in the shower. Him in my moms and Jared's while I was In mine. Once I got out I wrapped a towel under my armpits that went down right past my butt and went outside my bathroom. I was shocked when I saw Scott Sitting on my bed. I jumped a little and tightened my grip on my towel. Making sure it didn't fall.

I moved my wet hair in front of my shoulders. He looked up from something he was holding. I couldn't see what. His wet hair dangled to his eyes. Only making him hotter. "Is this your dad?" He asked. I immediately knew what picture it was.

It was the one where I had just won my last soccer game when I was ten. My dad had his hand on my shoulder while we both held the trophy. We smiled. That was one of my favourite days.

I sighed and slowly sat Down beside him. My towel came up some. If it came up any more it would show my front area. By my left leg still rubbed against his. "Yea. I remember that day." I said. "I never knew you used to play soccer?" He asked. I nodded and took the picture from him. Staring at it with sorrow. "I did. I used to love it. But....when he died....I just.....stopped playing any sports. I used to play basketball to but it was mainly soccer. My dad taught me and that was our connection." I closed my eyes and thought.

Thought about my dad. I never even figured out how he died. I want him back. Maybe he could help me get back into soccer. I was taken away from my thoughts by his warm hand clenching my upper leg. It was a little to close to my private area but I wasn't really About to move it. But I didn't smile either. "I'm sorry. I can tell you were really attached to him. He'll always be with you. He loves you Brenda. Just always know that." I nodded and half smiled. I felt a small tear drip down my cheek as I looked at the picture. "I miss him so much." I whispered.

Scott kept one hand at my leg as he shifted in front of me on the floor. He put the other hand on my cheek. "Don't cry Brenda." He said quietly. I nodded as he wiped away another tear with his thumb. He was so caring. So nice. So.....different. And that's was one reason I loved him.

I held my towel to my chest with one hand as I pulled him into a hug. He hesitated at first. Then he smothered me in a caring hug. "Please don't cry Brenda. I don't like it when you cry." He whispered. I sniffled my nose. He pulled away to put his forehead to mine. Then he just looked at me and slightly smiled. "Your so beautiful Brenda." I smiled. "I knew that'd make you smile." He whispered.we laughed a tiny bit. I then remembered my towel. That's ALL I had on. I pushed him away to star up. "Can you get out now? I kinda need to get dressed." I said wiping away the last tear from my face. He stood. "Why not wear that?" He smirked. I rolled my eyes.

"In your dreams." I pushed him with one hand out the door then shut and locked it. We both laughed. I went to the dresser and got a new pair of skinny jeans and a new black sweater that went up past my belly button.

So maybe I did wear SOME stuff that showed my stomach or breasts. But at least it didn't show EVERYTHING. Like Amy's. I slid on my black converses with it, then grabbed my phone and went to the door. He stood there waiting for me. "Can I use your dryer?" He asked, ruffling a hand through his wet hair. "You can use my moms. Ill se mine." I said. He nodded and went into my moms room.

Once we both dryer our hair, we went downstairs and into his car. It was time to go to his practice. It looked like it was about to rain outside. the clouds were really dark. and i think i heard some thunder. We started talking and laughing about different stuff and then I got a text.

Mom: you okay sweetie?

Me: yea mom. I'm fine. Where are you guys?

Mom: well......you know about the Daniel thing? Well he invited us to meet at the park. He said he wanted to talk about some personal things. We accepted. We have tried to convince him to stay away from you. But he won't listen. We are sill trying Brenda. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. Don't text for a while though okay? Thank you sweet heart. Love you.

Me: love u.

What the fuck!? Their talking to Daniel?! What's wrong with them?! They could get killed! Ugh! I don't have time for this! I shut my phone on sleep and put my hands to my face.

"What's wrong?" Scott asked as we pulled into his driveway. "Daniel. My parents are talking to him." I said. Scott sighed. "Don't be afraid of him killing them. They are your parents so he wants to be nice to them, to get them over to his side. To make them think he's the good guy and not bad at all. But your parents know the truth. Don't worry about it." He said. He opened the door and shut it close. I did the same.

We got to the football field and everyone was already there. I sat there as they practiced. scott still put so much effort into it.

once he was done we went to his car and drove to his house. Laughing, talking, and flirting with each other the whole way. We pulled up To his driveway. "Come on." He said grabbing my hand once we were out the door.

We walked I his door and he opened it. "I brought her back!" He yelled smiling. It didn't take five seconds for ky to run down the steps smiling. She ran and jumped into my arms, wrapping her arms around my neck and legs around my waist. I smiled."Brin! I knew you wouldn't forget! Told you daddy." What?

Did her dad say something about me? I frowned. "What?" I asked. She frowned also. She looked behind her at her dad. Then back at me. "He told me not to tell." He whispered. "But I'll tell you later." I nodded and plastered another smile on my ace. "So what you wanna do ky?" I asked sitting her down. She jumped up and down. "We just got a new soccer goal and ball! Les go play soccer!" Soccer.....okay. I nodded again. "Lets go."

She ran upstairs to get her soccer ball. I started walked towards the back door. Scott grabbed my wrist to stop me. I turned my head to him. "Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded. "I'm sure. I have to play it sometime. I guess it's better to do it later than never." I said. I nodded and let go of my wrist. "Okay. Come on."

He led me to the back yard where the goal was. It started drizzling a little bit. We stood on the field until ky came out with the ball. She kicked it and Scott blocked it. "Hey!" Ky said smiling. He ran and kicked the ball as he did. I ran up to catch him. I kicked it from his feet and turned it around. He got in my way and started laughing and smiling.

"Move Scott!" I yelled laughing. I kicked the ball again past him. I was a little ways away from the goal. "Kick it to me!" Ky yelled. I kicked it to her and Scott picked me up from behind and locked my arms to my side. He spun me around. We laughed as he did so. "Scott!" I said laughing through it. "No way." He said in my ear. He stopped spinning me and I turned around. He held me at the waist and my chest was against his. I felt the ran start coming down. I looked up. Then back at him and we both smiled. We got soaked. I cupped my hands around his face. His didn't move from my waist. I slowly moved his face to mine.

We both didn't stop. I pulled him. He pulled in me. Man. He's so.....ugh! I pulled him to me until he couldn't get any closer. I'm pretty sure he did the same. His hands moved to my bare stomach. making me get chills there. anytime he touched my bare skin i got chills. including when we kiss. and i mean EVERY time. We were desperate to get closer to each other. Every single second of every single day. Something must be wrong with me. Is this what love feels like? If so, then I'm never letting it go. Ever. Except a couple minutes after we had started kissing his dad yelled "scothen Ethan! Get your ass in here now!" His actual name was scothen? Oh my gosh. I actually laughed when I pulled away.

We didn't move our hands away. Our faces were still only an inch away. "It's not funny." Scott whispered smiling. "Yea it is." I whispered back. "Scothen!" His dad repeated. Scott sighed and let me go. I did the same.

We walked up to the porch where his dad was and the while time he gave me a mean look. Bastard. What did I ever do to him? Once we got on the porch his dad told us "you get your lazy ass in the house and get dried up. Along with your slut." Was he talking about me?! "Excuse me?" I asked. He pushed us in the house and I almost fell. Luckily Scott was there to catch me. His arms wrapped around me. I stood straight and pulled away. Mainly because his dad was there. Scott still kept a hand on my back. We turned to look at his dad.