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🥀Kamisero🥀

Trigger: cutting, mental abuse, depression, f slur, attempted suicide, overdose

Kami-
I shove my fingers down my throat again. I was sitting in the common room bathroom, cause I couldn't make it all the way up to mine in time even if it tried. I was spilling my guts out into the porcelain bowl. Literally.

I felt gross, nauseated, weak, and useless.

Maybe dad's right. Maybe I should go through with it.

I feel for my phone in my pocket and grab it. When it recognizes my face, it immediately opens to my messages with my father.

Dad-
Don't forget to throw up your food today. You need to be skinny is you want to go anywhere in life.
Never mind that, just rid the world of your useless self.
You fucking f*g.
Have a terrible day.

I feel myself begin to tear up. Why can't I have a loving dad? Why does he do this to me?

Because it's true.

Your useless and the world will be better off without you.

That's true.

Just go slit your wrists in your room.

Or y'know what go jump off your balcony.

Or take all your melatonin pills.

Just go do it.

Maybe tomorrow. I gotta go say bye to Sero.

He's visiting his parents for the weekend so I'm gonna see him off. Then I can do it while he's gone. There will be no one to check up on me.

Well I better get going. I stand up from the toilet and walk out of the stall. I go towards the sink and gurgle some water to get rid of the bile taste. I make sure I look presentable a walk out of the bathroom. I see a couple people in the common room but scan through them looking from my friend.

I hear my name be called and I look towards the elevator seeing Sero come from that way.

"Hi Sero!" I say putting on a quick fake smile. He rests his arm around my shoulder.

"Wassup man!" He cheers as we walk together.

"Nothing much just gonna see you off." I reply.

"Actually I wanted to talk to you. About me leaving and all." He said getting a little serious.

"Yeah what's up?"I ask looking up at him.

"Well I wanted to ask if it's okay if I leave. I know you've been feeling sick lately, and I want to be here to help if you need it." He said lightly grabbing my hand.

"Yeah man I'll be fine. I can just go to Mina if anything happens." I say rubbing the back of my neck.

"Okay. And you can call me if you need anything. I'd rush over here for you."

"Yeah I know you would." I say with a laugh. It got a bit quiet so I decided to keep talking. "Well, I hope you have a good time at home."

"Yeah me too. I don't like that my sister is all alone at home with them, so I need to go a check on her every once in a while." He says worriedly.

"Yeah. I hope she's okay." I say as we get to the door to the dorms.

"Me too. Well it looks like Aizawa is ready to bring me home. I'll talk to you later today okay?" He says leaving the building.

"Yup! Bye bye!"

"Bye! I love you, no homo tho." He says with a snicker. I stick my tongue out at him and wave.