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🥀Nalu🥀

Slight angst. Basically Lucy is feeling lowly of herself and Natsu finds out blah blah blah

Lucy-
I stand in front of the mirror once again. I don't want to but I can't help but look at myself with disgust.

My fat body.

My ugly smile.

My ratted hair.

My stupid brain.

My unpowerful magic.

My murderous self.

Backstory on everything~
When I was little my dad would say these things after mom died. I believed them and I still do.

He said I had killed her and it was my fault. It was. I'm a stupid child.

I ran to get my doll that I dropped when crossing a dirt road. But when my mom went to save me a carriage had ran her over.

Ever since that day I've been traumatized by carriages. And after my dad, I always carried a knife. I haven't had any scarring from my abuse as a child and I haven't cut. Sometimes I'll scratch up my knees and claim that I fell but never anything else.

I have started to wear lesser revealing clothing. And when I do wear a tank top I always kept concealer just I case I wanted to. I cut at my stomach once. That's why I don't ever go to the beach anymore.

One day I couldn't help my self and cut up my stomach a lot.

Whenever we are on missions, I'm always the one saved. I hate it. Im too weak. The whole team hates me. Natsu hates me. I can tell.

I don't leave my house a lot, so they can go on missions without me.

Wendy knows about my insecurities by accident. I had said that I was sick before a mission and she tried to heal me and it didn't work. Then I told her everything and she stayed home from that mission to comfort me. She promised not to tell though. She also told me that sometimes she feels like that and Romeo comforts her. Then I told her she could come to me anytime.
Backstory end-

I wish I had someone like Romeo that would comfort me in a
Loving way but,

I'm unloveable.

Natsu-
I had noticed Luce wasn't wearing tank tops and crop tops anymore, and those are her favorite.

So one day after a mission I went and visited her without her knowing. I hopped through her window and the bathroom door was closed and she was no where to be seen. I walked toward she bathroom and opened it abruptly.

Smiling with my eyes closed I yell " hey Luce!" She shrieks and I open my eyes. I see Lucy trying to hide her stomach and a knife on her sink counter. I walk towards her slowly and tears start to pour from her eyes. "Luce? What happened, are you okay?" I ask trying to reach to her. I grab her arms and pull them away from her stomach as she has a breakdown. I see red carvings in her stomach.

She was hurting herself.

"Lucy.." I say sadly looking at them. She starts to choke on her sobs.

"I-I... i- um..." she stutter in shock at what I had just found out. I grab some toilet paper and make her sit on the counter. I wet the toilet paper and apply it to her cuts.

"I'm sorry if it stings." I say. "So mind telling me why you did this?" I say with and concerning look in my eye.

"I-I.."

"It's okay take your time." I say, grabbing some ointment and some bandages.

"I- I... I feel useless to the team. When I go on missions...I always end up
b-being s-saved. I'm ugly and fat and stupid and weak and unloveable and a murderer. I don't know what else to do, Natsu. I'm not needed at all anymore." When I finish wrapping her stomach, I hug her as tight as i could without hurting her.

"You aren't any of those things, Luce." I say holding her shoulders and making her look at me. " your beautiful, your skinny, your very intelligent, and strong, and very loved. Your not a murderer because you didn't kill anyone. To be honest Luce, your like perfect." I say lovingly. She looks at me astonished with tears in her eyes.

"No your lying to me. You don't really think that. Your just saying that so I won't hurt myself." She says turning away from me.

"No I'm not. I don't want you to hurt yourself but I truly think you are all of those things." I say bringing myself closer to her.

"How do I know your telling the truth?" She turns her head towards me.

"I can prove it."

"How?"

"Like this." I lean closer to her and grab her waist and head, making her kiss me. After a couple seconds she kisses me back and then parts from me. "Is that enough proof?" I smirk and grab her hands.

She nods and smiles. "Yes, Thank you Natsu."

"Does anyone else know you feel this way?" I ask.

"Wendy found out a while ago but she doesn't know I cut myself."

"Then let's go get you healed." I grab her and with smile I lead her out the window, making sure not to hurt her.

"Thank you Natsu, I truly do feel better."

"Anytime Luce. It's because I love you."

"I love you too Natsu!"

Idk I felt like writing this! Hope you enjoyed