🥀*mostly*MARICHAT/ some ladynoir and adrienette🌸

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Some self doubts and thoughts on self harm, but no actual self harm.

Mari-
Chat and I fistbump and I go to head off.

"Wait, ladybug." I hear him say. I turn to him, waiting for him to go on. "I know you answer is still no, but I really want to know who you are."

"Chat if you know the answer, then why do you ask?" I say.

"I want you to change your mind. I want there to be a trust so that we can reveal and have no complaints."

"Chat you know we can't. For-"

"Safety I know but... I just don't feel like you trust me."

"I do trust you Chat noir. I really do. But I don't know if you would want someone like me. You'd be disappointed."

"Why? Your still the same person."

"It doesn't feel that way. I don't like the me under the mask." I get up to leave and look back at him for a second. "Please don't follow me, I'll see you tomorrow Chaton." And then I leapt off to my home.

I detransformed and went to my desk.

"Are you Okay Marinette?" Tikki asks with a concerned look on her face.

"Yes, yes. I'm fine Tikki just wanted to clarify to him is all."

"Well even if he doesn't like you if he finds out, then just know that I like you and you are a great ladybug and person."

"Aw hehe, thanks Tikki!" I giggle. She smiles back at me and I start my homework. I hear a knock on my trapdoor and go to it. I open it and see Chat Noir staring at me. "Oh hey kitty." I say smiling at him. He comes in and we just stay sitting on my bed.

"Hiii Princess!" He kisses my hand. "How are you doing on this fine evening?"

"I'm okay I guess. I really don't want to do my homework and I'm tired."

"Oh yeah I have homework too." He scratches the back of his neck and sighs. "It can wait, I wanted to hang out with you."

"Why do you want to hang out with me, Of all people?"

"Well... when I see you around, you have been looking sadder and I wanted to come check up on you."

"You wanted to check up on me?" I ask in surprise. He nods.

"Well are you okay then?" He asks.

"Yeah I'm fine. I guess it just hasn't been my week." I say with a small smile, trying to indicate that I'm fine.

"You don't have to lie to me. I'm hear to listen and comfort you if you need it."

He saw through my act?!

"No really, I'm fine kitty."

"Marinette please don't lie to me. It makes me feel like you don't trust me." He says with pleading eyes. I nod I turn to him on my bed. He holds his arms out and I lean in for him to hug me. He does so and I feel like crying in his arms. "So what's wrong?"

"I-i-"

"It's okay take your time."

"I-I have been feeling very p-poorly about myself these past couple of days. Like I don't deserve anything I have. And that I'm useless and that no one likes me. Like I have no reason to be here and have friends and a home and family. I feel like I'm not worth it and that everyone hates me." I rant and tears start to fall from my eyes. He squeezes me to his chest and I cry into it. "This is so dumb. I probably look like an attention whore and that I want pity. I really don't want the pity, I just want to feel better." I sob.

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