Me and Blesiv

chapter 72

Sunday February 14 6:08pm

Do - so we did a scan on your pictures and I'm very sorry to inform you but you lost your baby *voice fades*

At that moment I didn't know what to do. I felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces. All of this happened because of Riley and I just wanted to kill him and if alex never joined the gang we wouldn't be dealing with this. I hadn't realized that I was crying.

Do - Ms. Y/l/n

Y - yeah?

Do - we need you to take a medicine that will fully get rid of the baby because of how much it grew

Y - how big was it?

Do - about the size of a peach

Y - wow *wipes tears*

Do - you guys can leave as soon as the nurse comes back in

Y - *nods*

Do - once again I am very sorry *leaves*

A - baby I'm so sorry *cries*

I just looked down at my stomach and cried. Alex hugged me but I didn't do anything back.

N - *walks in* I'm sorry for your guys loss

Y - *wipes tears*

N - did the doctor tell you the gender?

A - no

N - would you like to know?

A - *looks at you*

Y - yes please

N - well it was a *looks at paper* a baby boy

Hearing that just made me cry anymore.

N - ok you guys can go and you need to pick up the medicine from the front desk *leaves*

A - thank you

Y - *cries* alex we were gonna have a boy a little baby boy which is exactly what I wanted

A - I know baby *hugs you* come on let's go

We leave and get in the car but I dont say a single word to alex on the way home.

A - *parks* baby I'm sorry for everything it was my fault

Y - yeah it was you know if you never joined the gang we wouldn't be here. IF I NEVER MET YOU WE WOULDNT BE HERE! *cries* and now I had to go through all of this shit just to lose my baby A BABY BOY ALEX! I dont think you understand how much pain I went through for nothing just so I can lose my baby. I shouldn't have ever got back together with you we should have just stayed friends.