Me and Blesiv

chapter 181

Tuesday August 3 2:21am

Alex's POV

I dropped y/n on her bed

A - do you want to change

Y - no I want to go back and drink *gets up*

A - no more

Bentley laid down in my bed and fell asleep

A - y/n lay down

I pushed her softly on the bed so that she fell back

Y - *whines* but I dont want to I'm starving

A - ok I'll get you some food

Y - and water

A - ok I'll call room service

I got the phone and called them. I order some food for her because I wasn't hungry. They said it will be here in about 10 minutes

A - ok do you want to shower

Y - NO IM HUNGRY!

A - ok damn

Y - I'm sorry

She started crying

A - what's wrong

Y - *cries* your so nice

A - well I'm sorry I guess

Y - *shakes head* no stop fucking apologizing

A - ok

She sat up on the edge so I sat next to her

Y - I dont even know why I broke up with you I love you and I only got with Mattia so he can get my mind off of you I never actually liked him

A - uh maybe this is a conversation we should have when your not drunk

Y - shh *puts finger over Alex's mouth* let me finish...shit what was I saying...OH uh I know our relationship was toxic but fuck those other bitches I dont care if you sleep with the world I mean you always come back to me just break my fucking heart alex I dont even care anymore because I know I will never find anyone that I will love as much as you

A - well your probably not gonna remember this but just letting you know I haven't slept with anyone since we broke up and I can put that on Bentley's life

Y - *smiles* oh yeah now that we break up you decided to stop

A - *smiles*

Y/n makes me feel things that other girls can't do. Her smile and laugh makes me so happy for no fucking reason. I still love her so much but I cant take her word for it and fall for her again because she is drunk