Me and Blesiv

chapter 138

Wednesday july 7 4:16pm

We got everything packed so we carried my stuff downstairs. I said bye to ottie but Alex wasn't down here so I thought maybe we should just go. I opened the door and heard someone walking down so I turned around and saw alex coming down the stairs

A - so your just gonna leave like that?

I ran up to him and gave him a big hug.

Y - 2 weeks ok

A - ok

We pulled back and he got on his knees, I already knew what this was

A - I'll see you soon baby Guzman. Remember I love you and I'll be thinking about you. Dont let any man get close to your mommy ok I love you

He kissed my stomach and I got butterflies in my stomach. He got back up and we hugged again.

D - ok y/n come on

Y - I'm going

We pulled back and I just left. Destiny drove my car because I didn't feel like it right now. We got to her house and I told her about everything that happened.

*skip to Friday july 16 4:23am*

I woke up randomly and I couldn't go back to sleep so I decided to watch a movie. So far I have not talked at all to alex but destiny did go pick up ottie like 3 days ago and I told her not to talk about me to him. She kept her promise and didn't say anything when he asked how I was doing. He has been posting stuff on his insta like going to the beach or the club. I didn't care but I did post videos of me twerking that des recorded because we had a little party with only the girls. I have been posting pictures of me looking cute or whatever on snapchat which he has seen all of them. I really needed to sleep because we are supposed to go to stores and the beach but I just couldn't. I cried a lot this past week because of alex but mostly because of the baby. I'm starting to have morning sickness which I was hoping not to but oh well. I continued watching movies until it was 9 and des came into my room