Me and Blesiv

chapter 158

Monday January 27 11:18pm

Me and Alex were laying down talking about when I stayed at his house after my mom kicked me out because Bentley had fallen asleep

Y - I forget sometimes that those things happened to me

A - yeah I remember we were both scared to tell each other how we felt

Y - i was not

A - yeah right do you remember that night when we watched the scary movie it was the day your mom kicked you out

Y - yeah what about it

A - I was awake when you were telling my mom all those stuff

Y - *gasps* no you weren't

A - yes I was I even remember it

*flash back*

G - that's to bad you and Alex are really close and he talks about you a lot.

Y - *whispers* I'm gonna tell you something but you cannot tell alex

G - of course anything

Y - *whispers* well the thing is I actually like Alex, a lot but I dont want to ruin our friendship and if I tell him and he doesn't like me like that then it could be weird between us and I will lose my best friend.

G - *whispers* I think you should go for it. You guys are such good friends for you guys to make it awkward.

*end of flash back*

Y - *laughs* and you didn't say anything

A - well you didn't let me because right after you went upstairs when my mom went too and it would have been weird if the next day I was like yeah last night I heard what you said because I was pretending to be asleep

Y - damn

A - but who does that like you might as well have just actually told me

Y - I should've

A - and then that night I went to your room and got in your bed expecting for you to question it but you just cuddled with me and let me tell you I was so fucking happy like my heart was melting just holding you there

Y - why? we cuddled while watching the movie

A - well yeah but laying in the same bed with you like that and you just cuddled next to me

Y - that was the first time right

A - yeah

Y - honestly I didn't say anything except for goodnight because I didn't want it to be awkward but i still wanted to hug you

A - well now you can

He hugged me so I hugged him back and we laid there

Y - *yawns* I'm tired

A - go to sleep

Y - what if the nurse comes in or what if Bentley needs to throw up or go to the bathroom or he's in pai-