chapter 190

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Monday August 9 4:19pm

After about an hour of napping Bentley finally woke up and sat up. I paused the show and me and alex sat up

Y - finally Bentley are you ok

Be - *nods*

A - why were you crying earlier

His eyes started to tear again

Be - because you and mommy were yelling *sniffles* and I don't like that because the last time you and mommy broke up and didn't live in the same house

I wasn't even thinking about that. I was speechless and didn't know what to say except

Y - I'm sorry

I hugged him

A - bentley are you afraid of me and mommy breaking up again

Be - *cries* yeah

Alex hugged the both if us and we just stayed there like that. After a bit we pulled back

Y - Bentley look at me

Be - *looks up at you*

Y - me and daddy are not breaking up again I promise

A - me to because we know how to work things out now and we bettered ourselves

Y - I'm sorry if us yelling scared you but that's why we got out of the car

Be - I knew you guys were still yelling I'm not stupid

A - your right your not and that was my fault because I shouldn't be yelling like that especially not at mommy

His conversation started to make me tear up

Y - yeah *wipes tears* fuck I dont know why im crying like I swear I wasn't this much of a crybaby before now I'm like sensitive

The both laughed and continued talking but that's when I thought about it...I got more sensitive. Holy shit what if I'm pregnant

Y - ALEX WHAT IF IM PREGNANT!

They both looked at me

Be - what does that mean? *wipes tears*

Me and alex looked at each other

A - uhh she's talking about her hair but Bentley can you go find ottie please and take him to your room to look for my white shoes

Be - ok *gets off bed*

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