Reach For The Stars (Tommyinnit x Reader)

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟜𝟚

" Give me three seconds. '' Ranboo pulled out his phone to text someone. That when tubbo walked through the room. " I'll post this picture of you and Tommy cuddling if you don't tell me you lied " Ranboo tried to threaten us. '' Ok and'' I was calmly still eating my noodles. " Huh what about you Tommy'' He just shrugged.

"Ugh we can't black mail them their just to cool to care" We smiled knowing we won. "Hahaha bitches called us cool. " Tommy's ego stepped in.  I took a sip of my water " Y/n I'll tell everyone our conversation " I spit out my water and coughed. I got up and ran to Will's room And knocked on his door.

"Willlllllllll'' I looked up as he answered the door. " Immmmm soo sorry I lied. I chucked the bag of spaghetti at Ranboo and yelled 'bag of spaghetti'. I'm really sorry I also made you think he was drunk. I was totally in the wrong'' I ranted and he looked very confused.  I ran back to our hotel room and gave a Ranboo and evil look. I grabbed my water bottle and dumped it on him. He was now soaked. 

"Okay children what the hell is going on " Will yelled at all of us.  We all went silent. We all started yelling and pointing at one another. That's when Clay walked in " one at a time" He raised his voice. They were all angry at us.  "Now what the fuck is going on" We all stated talking again and will got pissed this time. "Stop it " He shouts. I flinched to the point where I fell.  Tommy tried to help me up. I moved away from his hand.

" Don't touch me" I sounded scared. A tear flowed from my eye.   " Y/n  get up and look at me and act like a teenager " Clay was inpatient at this point. I don't think he meant it like that but my mind was telling me different. I did as he said. I hiccuped and stood up. I wiped my tears. I held back the panic attack and knew very much was coming. 

"Your grounded to these rooms do not even leave them or you will be flown straight back home or drive got it " Will and Clay both agreed and slammed the door. My breathing hitched. I backed slowly into a wall. My body fell straight to the ground. I wrapped my arms around my chest.

"I'm sorry" I repeated it over and over again the boys didn't know what to do. Tubbo walked over and bent down next to me  i flinched. "Please don't hurt me" I cried.  The boys' faces softened. They all knew it would trigger my ptsd.

"Shhh it tubbo Rambo and Tommy we're not gonna hurt you" Tommy sat next to me. I went into his arms and cried.  My breathing was still all over the place though. "Y/n listen I need you to breathe or you're going to pass out" I tired but nothing helped.  " Tubbo grab the small guitar and play  Jesus in LA by Alec Benjamin" He knew music calmed me down. He nodded and did so. He started to Strum  along.

" Well, I shook hands with the devil
Down on the south side And he bought us both a drink With a pad and a pencil sat by his side I said, "Tell me what you think" " Tommy played with my hair as he softly sang. 

" I've been looking for my savior, looking for my truth. I even asked my shrink. He brought me down to his level. Said, "Son, you're not special. You won't find him where you think" Tubbo joined Tommy in signing.

"You won't find him down on sunset Or at a party in the hills At the bottom of the bottle Or when you're tripping on some pills When they sold you the dream you were just 16 Packed a bag and ran away And it's a crying shame you came all this way ''Cause you won't find Jesus in LA And it's a crying shame you came all this way 'Cause you won't find Jesus in LA" My breathing slowed down and I hummed along. 

"Took a sip of his whiskey Said, "Now that you're with me Well, I think that you should stay" Yeah, I know you've been busy  Searching through the city
So let me share the way"  We continued