我为你写了一首歌
너를 위해 노래를 썼어
I wrote a song for you
"Heads up" Soyeon caught the can mid-air and muttered a quiet thanks as she adjusted in her seat, "This is worse than the time I sent my song for evaluation" the girl beside her chuckled and opened her drink, "You've been together for months now, don't tell me you still get nervous?"
It's been a few months since the couple shared their first kiss, they've gone on a couple of dates with Soojin and Shuhua, sometimes with the unnies when they would visit from college and check in on the four remaining girls. "I can't help it, this is the first time I'm doing this, what if she doesn't like it?"
Despite being together for months, the two remained the same. The only difference was their teasing only got stronger and the sleepovers became more frequent. There were times that Soyeon would fetch the girl straight from her classroom to go on impromptu dates, although unplanned, for the Beijing puppy, she still thinks that they were still perfect. "I don't mind the people, I can deal with them but Yuqi... she makes me nervous. I just don't want to screw this up"
'Time to turn on the unnie magic again'
"Yah Jeon Soyeon you pabo, you know how much that girl loves you right? She would gladly give you everything with no hesitations, you're lucky to have someone like her who has your back, you can do this. Even if you choke mid-performance or you sing the wrong lyrics, make a fool out of yourself, she will love you either way because that's just how she feels for you so you can stop worrying and focus on the mission. You're Jeon Soyeon, singer-songwriter, and future big shot, you got this" the girl nodded, lips formed in a tight smile, what matters is that she, under any circumstances, be able to sing the song she's been wanting Yuqi to hear. She's only been able to sing it in front of the girl once and she wasn't even singing it FOR her, she was helping the maknae with her love life, but right now, it's her top mission, her top priority (besides taking care of her girl of course) to sing the song that she wrote for Yuqi.
"You wrote this for her didn't you? It's only right that she gets to hear it," A couple of days ago, Soyeon and Minnie, along with Soojin texted back and forth, trying to help the young girl with her plan. It wasn't anything grand or huge but it was something that held a lot of weight considering it was literally a declaration of love. Her declaration of love.
She has kept her feelings for what felt like a million years that she couldn't help but feel annoyance towards herself. How many more moons would it take her to give Yuqi the amount of love that she deserves? Soyeon couldn't help but feel guilty about the times she ignored the girl's attempts to hold her hand in a room filled with strangers. Sure, there were people in their school who shipped the two but for Soyeon, it was different when there were actual feelings involved. Although she looked indifferent and unaffected by the rumors surrounding the quiet and mysterious songwriter, she was still human after all. She would unconsciously think about how people see her. Being an insecure kid after getting bullied for her looks, she couldn't scrap the trait of pleasing the people that stay beside her. Sometimes, she would never admit it out loud, especially not to the Beijing puppy, but she fears that her friends would eventually abandon her and carry on with their lives.
