"Shawn I can't stay, it's too much. I need to die. I deserve it." Tears started running down my cheeks. "Baby I need you. I can't live without you." He tried taking a step forward but I brought the pills closer to my lips.
"I love you Shawn but I have to. Everybody hates me, this is what your fans want!" I slowly lift my hand closer to my face until it was 4 inches away. " But I don't want this. Your family doesn't either, we love you. If you do this I'm going to do it too!"
He quickly grabbed a pill bottle and took a handful. His shirt was wet with tears and his eyes were red. I started lowering my hand. "Would you really do that?" I said getting closer. "Yes, if you're not here then neither am I."
I ran towards him and jumped in his arms. We both dropped the pills. "Now come on princess. Let me show you why it's worth staying."
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